"You Are Suffering, Therefore You Are Important"
You own nothing ... but wait, we have an offer for you! You want a sense of control, right? So how about you own a problem? It's a problem you own but that makes you an Owner of something, no?
This story is about a particular energy pattern that is used by the metaphorical vampires to steal other people’s joy. But first, a preamble.
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A broken world
There is something big that colors all of our lives, whether we want it or not. Our world right now is broken.
It is broken, at the root of it, because of generationally passed trauma, intentionally maintained by metaphorical vampires. The vampires send people to walk in circles of suffering—and suck out of them the unused energy of joy.
It is broken because most human beings born today experience a particular shock. It’s a shock of wanting to get their soul seen and kissed—but instead, having their soul rejected, misunderstood, or even mocked.
Almost every child goes through the process where he expects to have his real soul welcomed and accepted—but instead, his soul meets a lot of clueless people who don't even respect their own souls, let alone the child's soul.
As a result of this sad situation, a lot of people grow up and get stuck in that sense of internalized shock of non-appreciation of their soul. It's an intensely unhappy feeling, and so people usually hide it, they tuck it away where they don't see it—and in order to cope, create or adopt all sorts of stories, explanations, talking points, and other energies that act like "artificial spirits" that make people feel … well, not really happy but at least “oriented,” "correct" and "sane."
Many lies
There are many lying “stories” to choose from. All of them seem to promote a surrogate of respect—like fake sugar—to compensate for the lack of the real respect that the soul seeks but often doesn’t get. All those stories seem to tell the subscribers that they are special—more special than others for sure! All those stories seem to tell the subscribers that their special status entitles them to a combination of a special victimhood (“own this problem, define your life by that problem”) and a special right to not see the souls of the non-special ones (which usually translates to helping the vampires to steal the non-special people’s stuff).
Why is everything so messed up?
There are many ways to slice that pie!
Here is a less painful way to look at it. One may say that the collective human organism (which is all of us, kind of like our body is a collective of individual cells) ... that our collective organism has chosen a particular experience to go through. In that context, what we are living through is an act of co-Creation with God and a way of finding out, through our experience, how unconditional love would behave and persist in a very broken world.
One may also say that at the onset of the current historical phase that started a few thousand years ago, very poisonous self-sabotaging emotions were deliberately installed by metaphorical vampires, like a straw that they put into people's souls to suck the energy out. The vampires have since been putting a lot of work into maintaining that straw-operating machine, perfecting techniques, adjusting them to the modern times, etc.
Personally, I think that both explanations are true. My internal experience tells me that the only way to deal with it coherently is by trying to remember the original love, to feel it, to be guided by it, and to insist on the validity of (intelligent) unconditional love even in a broken world.
“System of Domination”
One of the best ways to describe the energy pattern that defines the "rules" of the "modern civilization" is my friend's Steven Newcomb's System of Domination. I would even go as far as to say that being familiar with Steven's work is crucial if one wants to understand the deeper roots of the Great Reset (as opposed to the cheap distorted, and flattened interpretation of the Great Reset, an interpretation that has been floating around to my chagrin and courtesy of the vampires, that zooms in on one thing only, "globalists bad," etc. Oh, they are bad, they are very bad, they are many vampires in their ranks, but it is only the surface, and in practical terms, the existence of globalists is one thing that we can't solve. So of course, the vampires want us to shake our fists at them on the internet, while they laugh and suck the energy of joy out of the straws.)
Over the past four years, I have tried consistently to interest many, many good people in Steven’s work. I am talking real good people—brave hearts and brilliant minds—who feel strongly that the Great Reset boils down to “evil globalists,” etc. I have found that often, my dear anti-globalist-dissidentfolk are in denial of the connection between the System of Domination and the Great Reset of today. "Oh, that was then, and this is now. Oh, that was them, and this is us, etc." That reaction stuns me. It doesn't make my love any less but it stuns me because it's like trying to cure cancer by going to chemo while eating a pile of candy and spicing it with glyphosate. How can we solve the problem effectively without understanding where it is growing from, without understanding its roots?! So I pray that more people wake up to this (and embrace Steven’s work :)
“Problem ownership”: compensating for the shock of living with an “invisible” soul
Here is an elephant in the room that is very important in the context of why the vampires are putting so much work into “helping” people to stay traumatized.
Everything is energy. Everything that exists in the physical world first exists in the spiritual world. We, human beings, have parts in the physical world and parts in the spiritual world.
When we “solve problems,” we don’t really solve them, we get help from the loving spiritual forces with get our problems solved. Everything we do involves a tremendous amount of care from the spiritual world, whether we notice it or not. Our requests for solutions work much better if we don’t identify with the problem and see it as a challenge to solve and grow our soul toward more clarity, more love. Our requests work much better if we identify with love and joy, in a non-arrogant way, like sweet children—hen we accept our limitations and trust the caring spiritual forces to help us lovingly, kiss us all over, and make our life sweet.
All this perpetual martyrdom is a dirty trap by the vampires. It is the vampires who want people to be proud owners of their problems.
The vampires rejoice when a traumatized, stern parent punishes a child harshly so that the child “knows real life.” The traumatized stern parent might even do it out of misunderstood love, to provide the child with an experience of “real life” and “real pain” in a “controlled” environment so that the child doesn’t get too shocked when he experiences it in the outside world. But in reality, such a parent is just projecting his trauma onto the child and gives the child a task of sorting it all out one day. If the child grows up and sorts it out, the cycle of trauma in that family may be healed, and if he doesn’t, the task will be passed on to the child’s child, etc…
Similarly, vampires rejoice at learned helplessness because it works for them very well. They promote it on every turn, in every possible way. Cancel culture, being born bad, special victimhood of every flavor, the whole “woke” thing… those, to my senses, are vampire traps.
However, in reality, our problems are merely indications of where we need to grow our souls. Not because we are bad. We are not bad. We are not defective. We are not anyone’s victims. We are here in this world to do our unique important jobs, and our problems are merely pointers to where we need to focus our attention, what we need to learn.
We are always loved. It is true.
Handing our problems to the Creator with child-like trust and letting go of them is not a bad thing.
May the scamming vampires be gone very far and, for their highest destiny and the sweetest healing of the world, be transformed by love, the way God knows and we don’t. May love find all.
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"As a result of this sad situation, a lot of people grow up and get stuck in that sense of internalized shock of non-appreciation of their soul. It's an intensely unhappy feeling, and so people usually hide it, they tuck it away where they don't see it—and in order to cope, create or adopt all sorts of stories, explanations, talking points, and other energies that act like "artificial spirits" that make people feel … well, not really happy but at least “oriented,” "correct" and "sane." "
So very exactly what I feel but can't express. Internalized shock of non appreciation of one's soul.
Somebody wrote recently, who was it…? That if you grow up severely abused and neglected you don't even think you exist. Oh it was that incredible man who de-transitioned, his name was Sam.
Another wonderful piece. Thank you.
Sounds like the shadow the rubber band effect. What we are unable to embrace about ourselves we try to run away like a rubber band it pulls us back to embrace the parts of our shadow we are ashamed of. Trauma giving birth to shame.