"My own prayer when dealing with enemies is for their tricks to fail and for their souls to heal. I am not smart enough to know the big picture, so I hand them to the Creator to deal with in the sweetest way for me and in the kindest educational way for them." Beautiful Tessa, thank you. Nothing to add or subtract from what you say. It can be such a challenge in practice, but a challenge that can be met once there is this kind of clarity and love in one's own heart.
Clarence, I took a brief look at your page, and it looks like you are laser-focused on the topic of jewish origins of everything that is wrong with this world. While I cannot be telling you (or anyone) what to think as you are an adult and you are responsible for your outlook and your philosophy, please don't bring it here, it is unproductive and has nothing to do with what I said! I hope you understand and honor my request.
Judeo-messianism has been spreading its poisonous message among us for nearly two thousand years. Democratic and communist universalisms are more recent, but they have only come to reinforce the old Jewish narrative. They are the same ideals.
The transnational, transracial, transsexual, transcultural ideals that these ideologies preach to us (across peoples, races, cultures) and which are the daily sustenance of our schools, in our media, in our popular culture, at our universities, and on our streets, have ended up reducing our biosymbolic identity and ethnic pride to their minimal expression.
Jewish bankers flooded Europe with Muslims and America with third-world garbage. Exile as punishment for those who preach sedition should be reinstated within the legal framework of the West. Judaism, Christianity, and Islam are death cults originating in the Middle East and totally alien to Europe and its peoples.
One sometimes wonders why the European left gets along so well with Muslims. Why does an often overtly anti-religious movement take the side of a fierce religiosity that seems to oppose almost everything the left has always claimed to stand for? Part of the explanation lies in the fact that Islam and Marxism have a common ideological root: Judaism.
No country is leading its own course in this invasion because it is a UN-led political agenda driven by the Jews and their puppets (politicians). Most people just don't know or understand that this is a political agenda. However, some manage to understand that politicians are deliberately working to import Muslims and replace people, but that's it, they are like a computer that can't work because the program doesn't allow it.
you don't know how timely this is, Tessa. i am facing a monster of a beast that is my child's school that has greatly betrayed us. i am so tempted to go and blow it up or otherwise create immense havoc to clear out all the deceit and lies...but i am learning that i can do this in my head, and then let go of the fight. schools are a dying institution anyway....and the real win will be walking away with dignity and pride, and forging a new path for our own sanity. thanks for your wisdom and love in the world.
Thank you, Tessa. It was once a very fine and liberal institution so we had so much hope...time to pave new paths and forge ahead...putting a lot of faith in prayer these days...! hugs to you in return.
"An enemy is an entity whose goals are so at odds with your goals that they try to destroy at any cost. I have dealt with such people. They are not fun. They play dirty, they lie, they cheat, they do tricks."
That simple definition gets to the heart of the matter. I am slowly working around forgiving somebody who deeply betrayed me. It is a difficult path as I never want to see this person again, but I've realized that it is for my benefit to live and let die. There's such an overwhelming amount of this especially since Covid set people against people, ultimately at war with themselves. It's difficult to balance the passive peace of becoming a martyr with the warrior path that can too easily become one with the dark side. Ultimately it is better left in God's hands...
Brilliant. And thank you fellow traveller for this perspective so needed. May we stay rooted, centered and standing between heaven and earth with love in our hearts. In this way we can disarm without harming.
One of the things I discovered in my martial arts training is that you can't win a fight. You can engage in the fight with love to deescalate the conflict. If I escalate and win, I lose. Deeper hurt, wider division, more work to build. The best martial arts is to make friends. I like something Abraham/Hicks said is some talk, "A battle against anything is a battle against yourself."
Another thing I try to remember about myself is my own "shadow mission". That is the force in me that thwarts my mission. My shadow mission is fear driven and difficult to counteract. My shadow mission is: I create the evil in the world by believing that there are entities that have power over me. It's difficult for me to counter because of the apparent scale. There is me, then there is, for example, the covid/CDC/Gates/AMA/MIC... My regular mind thinks I'm smaller than that, and it is true that I feel smaller than that apparent monster. Intellectually, I remember that the creation of a molecule is the same as the creation of a galaxy. They are both an unfathomable mystery. However, some part of me can't embody that understanding fully.
PROTOCOLS OF THE MEETINGS OF THE LEARNED ELDERS OF ZION . . . Protocol X – Preparing for Power . . . (((SARS-CoV2)))
❝. . . utterly exhaust humanity with dissention, hatred, struggle, envy and even by the use of torture, by starvation, by the inoculation of diseases. by want, so that the “Goyim” see no other issue than to take refuge in our complete sovereignty in money and in all else.❞
Perfect timing for your invitation Tessa. Thoughts this morning - continued from pre-waking consciousness - focused on soul. The awareness offered? Our soul holds all the information we need; it is in fact our personal time machine holding our individual being’s experience through all time past, present and future. Everything we need to know is here.
Speaking personally, this life’s extreme challenges on constant repeat, were set in childhood through emotional abuse. A note on childhood trauma; it changes the game; innate vibrational settings are distorted. Typically childhood trauma is the creation point of strategies-as-resources to survive life, while separating one from their innate self attuned to naturally express love and to receive love.
Strategies created within a context of childhood trauma, produced early career success, while inadvertently perpetuating dynamics in which trauma was seeded again and again and again. This occurring world, as in childhood, left innate self - the one naturally able to express love and receive love freely and unequivocally - suppressed and oppressed, unable to express natural abilities and qualities.
First efforts to reconnect with natural innate self (spurred at midlife c1998 by multiple losses; death, home, relationship) created reconnection with natural self AND greater life-chaos. Setting off a multi-decade’s long wild roller coaster ride of soul expression mixed with reactive childhood emotional trauma programming. (Memoir pieces, works in progress on my substack.)
A ride and journey inciting a determined search to end the chaos. Multiple decades and dozens of modalities proclaiming to possess the keys to the kingdom of soul and easy natural expression - we could say expression of love - didn’t address childhood abuse and trauma, triggered instead strategies of survival in hyper mode.
Offering this small window into personal experience with soul to bring awareness to the fact few models of soul work - ancient or modern - address the presence of trauma, childhood or otherwise. Making any effort to be in conscious relationship with soul an endeavour in futility and quite possibly igniting greater and greater life challenge.
Connecting with soul has always been spoken of as a journey for only the most determined and committed warriors. A quality making the trip inward unattractive to most humans driven by ease, preferring leisure and distraction to feed illusion.
Dearest Tessa, when I read your writings, so often they express the love found in the Gospel message and the teachings of Jesus. Loving your enemies in found in both Matthew 5 and Luke 6:27-28 “But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you."
I remind my children that it is one thing to love but how much a greater thing to feel, to understand, to know the source of that love. We truly live in a lost world, with the masses struggling to be found. How wonderful to come home to a welcoming, loving Father that loves us so much He would sacrifice His only Son for our sanctification and redemption. God's Word tells us that if we abide in Him, He abides in us, and we know this by the Spirit which he gives us. I would implore those who follow your writings to read the First Epistle of John, Five short chapters that takes little time to read and gives great understanding of the source of love. https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20John%201&version=ESV (I will read again this morning as a reminder)
As with your writings, God speaks to us through His Word. His new covenant is supported by the factual historical writings and prophecies of the old. Man's kingdoms are destined for failure, for believers, God's Kingdom is both present and eternal. God's Word is a lamp unto our feet, a light unto our path. Be in it.
Thank you, my dear, and sorry it took me a couple of days to respond. I was thinking how to respond since people constantly try to convert me to something, and I need to handle it with love, too.
Here is a question. If you feel like the words that come from my heart resonate with your Christian perspective, is is possible that the conclusion is not that I need to be Christian but that Christianity is not the only way to speak to God? In my own life, I have gain a lot more clarity once I stopped trying to understand world religions (including Christianity, that many of my people practiced). In fact, I did not gain the clarity that makes me happy now until I completely let go of it. I was a sad, tormented Christian when I was a Christian. So maybe, God speaks to me differently than to you, but speaks the same love, and there is not need to focus on formalities but celebrate the love that is unique in each of our souls but all is from the Creator and for the Creator?
PS. I don't believe that printed words is proof of anything. I studied history to some extent, and I think that books are printed usually by people in power, and it's a miracle if anything authentic gets in. In my observation, the sweetest, most honest faith comes when people try to connect to the divine from the inside, and words by other people can be an inspiration, or a guideline, or food for thought, but God speaks through sense, through our hearts and minds. Written word is very limited by its nature. In any case, I love you, you've been sweet to me, and I appreciate you.
Dear Tessa, thank you for your kind and loving response. As much as I would be Thankful for all to know, to feel, to understand the love of Christ, that conversion is reserved for God alone. Mine is not an attempt to convert but to encourage being in God's Word. If we say that "printed words are not proof of anything" then all of history becomes meaningless. I will pray for you. I would be honored if you would pray for me. God Bless
revenge is a reaction to pain. it's a damn good painkiller. i speak from experience.
but it wears off.
and it's addictive.
and it backfires. the lower matrix feeds off your energy. as long as you engage with the beast, you house it and keep it alive. walk away and it starves.
it takes a lot of work to switch out of that paradigm because it's so romanticized: revenge is dark and sexy and makes you an existential hero. it's not exactly sexy, and takes infinitely more inner work, to disengage and create something better.
there's never been a better time than now to let the forces of evil destroy each other. rebuilding won't be easy but at the same time it will be glorious.
"the lower matrix feeds off your energy. as long as you engage with the beast, you house it and keep it alive. walk away and it starves. " Yep, I think that we starve them by refusing to be like them, by refusing to seek domination over others, by respecting other people's free will. This is how I feel about it anyway.
A Turing machine is a mathematical model of computation describing an abstract machine that manipulates symbols on a strip of tape according to a table of rules. Despite the model's simplicity, it is capable of implementing any computer algorithm, it is an idealized model of a central processing unit (CPU) that controls all data manipulation done by a computer, with the canonical machine using sequential memory to store data. Typically, the sequential memory is represented as a tape of infinite length on which the machine can perform read and write operations . . .
If you have ever noticed when shopping, at the grocer, the gym, the restaurant, or in the common areas of the workplace etc., there is a universal presence of music or television . . . This is because most people are terrified to be alone with their own thoughts and actually afraid of some greater enlightenment and actually desire their memory being programmed as the aforementioned Turing Machine.
My mathematical theorem that history NEVER repeats itself is contrary to the popular delusions and clichéd commentaries about our reality and often provokes rather fanatical, illogical and esoteric responses resulting from the constant exposure to the sonic radiation we call the media, or more properly, neurolinguistic programming.
History never repeats itself . . . Time is linear, a circle is a line, we use a circular clock to measure time, or a sundial before the learned machinations of springs and gears . . .
. . . If you draw a circle (like a clock) with x=cos(t) and y=sin(t) and pull it evenly in z-direction, you get a spatial spiral called a cylindrical spiral or helix.
No country is running its own race in this invasion because it is all a political agenda led by the UN and pushed by the Jews and their puppets (politicians). Most people just won't know or understand that this is a political agenda. However, some manage to understand that the politicians are deliberately working to import Muslims and replace the people, but that's about it, they're like a computer that can't go on because the program doesn't allow it.
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Thank you for sharing this, Tessa, and I think you nailed it. At the societal level, holding those who have committed crimes accountable before the law is important, if we want to live in anything that passes for "civilization," however, I firmly believe that vengeance is for the Divine, for there is a much bigger picture, too big for humans to comprehend. In various comments sections on other Substack blogs, I come across a lot of revenge fantasy comments (e.g., the outré things people want to do to Dr. F!), alas, and I think these are either by trolls, or people who simply don't know any better. I want to say, dude, go write your screenplay. But I don't get into it with them. I would assume you've read Gavin De Becker's THE GIFT OF FEAR. For me the big take-away was, to engage is to enrage.
Thank you Tessa for another thought-provoking essay.
I resonate with all you write, my way is my decision not to have enemies. Every human being as you write, is a Divine eternal soul-spirit incarnate in a flesh body, when this egoism/intellect/mind flesh-body is acting in violation of Divine laws & harmony, it creates a stress situation (disharmony) in the worlds of separation we live and I see it as a lesson that teaches me and allows my spiritual growth to accelerate. I will criticize the actions and words of people, but not the people, this is God’s job (karma). I am practicing the following doctrine:
Tessa, I walk with you. Evil people are not our worst enemies, you know where they are and how they stand as they step into the darkness and wear it like a badge of honor. It is those who sneak up from behind ready to wear one sides' colors or the other, which ever is easier that are our worst enemies. I pray for the evil ones to make a different choice and send them love and light. The evil ones will use those who fear to make a choice and sooner or later devour them in a torturous feast of everything they fear. I will walk on up the path until I reach my goal of ascension no matter how difficult, no matter how far and I will meet all those walking in the LOVE along the way. So hard and full of challenge but when you do come to a place of love it is such a blessing that you KEEP ON KEEPIN ON!
I recently concluded a divorce, the end of a 23 year marriage. Through all of it, I refused to make her my enemy, refused to treat her with anything but love.
I was amazed at how empowering that was - how right and good it felt. My intuition at the time was that disengaging with love was essential to my future success and happiness.
I’ve committed myself to alimony payments that would no doubt be lower (perhaps a lot lower) if I’d fought harder, if I had hardened my heart to the point where I could treat the person I had loved for over a quarter century as an adversary, an enemy. And I’m fine with that. Something tells me that making those payments each month lovingly, willingly, is key to my happiness as well.
If I had more time right now, perhaps I could draw the parallels that I’m sure exist between my experience here and many of the larger issues that will be consuming us in the coming years of chaos and reorientation.
All I know is that the fire of anger toward my “enemies” - a flame that once motivated and exposed me - is feeling more and more like a poison in my soul. I suspect that the kinds of solutions or immediate future will require will involve love rather than anger.
Not that I’m saying that’ll be EASY, of course :-)
William, I am so sorry you went through a difficult divorce, those things are never easy. And I have so much respect for how you have handled it! Thank you for sharing this. It may be an inspiration to other people!!
Thank you Tessa for another really great article. You write with such clarity and wisdom that can only come from experience. Your work has been invaluable to me and likely many others. I really do appreciate what you do.
This applies to relationships too. You cannot truly love someone until you really know them and they know you. If you don't know them, but feel love, you're loving the image of them, not the real person.
When it comes to the predator class and their minions, we seek to know them.
Why? Because once we know them well, we can see who they really are.
There are many psychopaths who we know have a "mask of sanity" they wear to trick people.
There are also narcissistically wounded minions who just follow the leader, like child bullies who seek power to feel purpose.
And then there are relatively sane people who follow orders because they have no other choice as their careers and social status depends on it.
The true Central evil as religions talk about is the system itself that incentivizes lies, manipulation, and corruption. (The legal system, economics, politics, "science", etc)
Sadly, most normal people rather not see the system as corrupt, they either see " bad apples" or an outside force, like Satan etc, to blame for the evil.
This is not " to know" but to excuse, much like an abused person tries to give excuses to help the abuser find their good side.
True knowing is to see that the game, the system gives the environment that makes people complicit in evil deeds. It doesn't excuse their actions, but at least we can see the reality that lead many normal people to do the Holocaust or the covid mess etc...
Knowing that truth, we can see reality and stop living in fairy tales that projects evil into imaginary objects or beings.
I'm not an atheist, but I can't understand how mainstream religion does this.
It blinds them to the truth, that the game is rigged.
“Belief is the death of intelligence. As soon as one believes a doctrine of any sort, or assumes certitude, one stops thinking about that aspect of existence.” - Robert Anton Wilson
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"I can't make myself believe that the millions killed by plagues, cancers, natural catastrophes, etc throughout history were all singled out by some Cosmic Intelligence for punishment, while the survivors were preserved due to their virtues.
To assume that Divinity would employ earthquakes and pole shifts carelessly murdering millions of innocent children and harmless old ladies and dogs and cats in the process, is absolutely and ineluctably to state that your idea of God is of a cosmic imbecile."
PROTOCOLS OF THE MEETINGS OF THE LEARNED ELDERS OF ZION . . . Protocol X – Preparing for Power . . . (((SARS-CoV2)))
❝. . . utterly exhaust humanity with dissention, hatred, struggle, envy and even by the use of torture, by starvation, by the inoculation of diseases. by want, so that the “Goyim” see no other issue than to take refuge in our complete sovereignty in money and in all else.❞
this line is a tough one to swallow, but i do get it, at least intellectually < It is my observation and belief that the people seeking to conquer, to destroy, to colonize, to subdue are really expressing their love. > ... and the comments you make about self protection hang together with it.
certainly they are expressing love of power. perhaps Tessa said that from a place of feeling/intuition more than from a place of clear understanding? which means we may or may not get an explanation from her articulating just how a conqueror cutting someone's head off expresses love. seems to me she sometimes says certain things because she likes the way it sounds or how it may indicate aspirations to a saintly/godly frame of mind.
how 'bout it Tessa? care to have a go at backing up that one? if not, i maybe able to help because there is indeed some truth in that statement.
"My own prayer when dealing with enemies is for their tricks to fail and for their souls to heal. I am not smart enough to know the big picture, so I hand them to the Creator to deal with in the sweetest way for me and in the kindest educational way for them." Beautiful Tessa, thank you. Nothing to add or subtract from what you say. It can be such a challenge in practice, but a challenge that can be met once there is this kind of clarity and love in one's own heart.
Thank you, Louis!! And yes, not easy but very satisfying.
San Francisco is the home of the Church of Satan.
Satanism is a Jewish Cult . . . https://cwspangle.substack.com/p/satanism-is-a-jewish-cult
“So, remember, every picture tells a story, don't it…” ― Rod Stewart
Clarence, I took a brief look at your page, and it looks like you are laser-focused on the topic of jewish origins of everything that is wrong with this world. While I cannot be telling you (or anyone) what to think as you are an adult and you are responsible for your outlook and your philosophy, please don't bring it here, it is unproductive and has nothing to do with what I said! I hope you understand and honor my request.
Judeo-messianism has been spreading its poisonous message among us for nearly two thousand years. Democratic and communist universalisms are more recent, but they have only come to reinforce the old Jewish narrative. They are the same ideals.
The transnational, transracial, transsexual, transcultural ideals that these ideologies preach to us (across peoples, races, cultures) and which are the daily sustenance of our schools, in our media, in our popular culture, at our universities, and on our streets, have ended up reducing our biosymbolic identity and ethnic pride to their minimal expression.
Jewish bankers flooded Europe with Muslims and America with third-world garbage. Exile as punishment for those who preach sedition should be reinstated within the legal framework of the West. Judaism, Christianity, and Islam are death cults originating in the Middle East and totally alien to Europe and its peoples.
One sometimes wonders why the European left gets along so well with Muslims. Why does an often overtly anti-religious movement take the side of a fierce religiosity that seems to oppose almost everything the left has always claimed to stand for? Part of the explanation lies in the fact that Islam and Marxism have a common ideological root: Judaism.
No country is leading its own course in this invasion because it is a UN-led political agenda driven by the Jews and their puppets (politicians). Most people just don't know or understand that this is a political agenda. However, some manage to understand that politicians are deliberately working to import Muslims and replace people, but that's it, they are like a computer that can't work because the program doesn't allow it.
https://cwspangle.substack.com/p/pardonne-mon-francais-va-te-faire
you don't know how timely this is, Tessa. i am facing a monster of a beast that is my child's school that has greatly betrayed us. i am so tempted to go and blow it up or otherwise create immense havoc to clear out all the deceit and lies...but i am learning that i can do this in my head, and then let go of the fight. schools are a dying institution anyway....and the real win will be walking away with dignity and pride, and forging a new path for our own sanity. thanks for your wisdom and love in the world.
Sending you hugs, and please take care of your sweet child (and sadly, yes, many schools have gone down the drain, what a loss!)
Thank you, Tessa. It was once a very fine and liberal institution so we had so much hope...time to pave new paths and forge ahead...putting a lot of faith in prayer these days...! hugs to you in return.
The liberal part is the problem. We need to get back to conservatives values to save our country. Liberalism, in my view, has corrupted everything!
San Francisco is the home of the Church of Satan.
Satanism is a Jewish Cult . . . https://cwspangle.substack.com/p/satanism-is-a-jewish-cult
“So, remember, every picture tells a story, don't it…” ― Rod Stewart
Yes 👏
Hold on to your spirit norie! You have strength and courage to win your battles in life.
Thank you, my friend and fellow warrior.
"An enemy is an entity whose goals are so at odds with your goals that they try to destroy at any cost. I have dealt with such people. They are not fun. They play dirty, they lie, they cheat, they do tricks."
That simple definition gets to the heart of the matter. I am slowly working around forgiving somebody who deeply betrayed me. It is a difficult path as I never want to see this person again, but I've realized that it is for my benefit to live and let die. There's such an overwhelming amount of this especially since Covid set people against people, ultimately at war with themselves. It's difficult to balance the passive peace of becoming a martyr with the warrior path that can too easily become one with the dark side. Ultimately it is better left in God's hands...
Brother-in-law?
Good work, Amy.
Sending you love, Amy!! And thank you for your kind words.
Brilliant. And thank you fellow traveller for this perspective so needed. May we stay rooted, centered and standing between heaven and earth with love in our hearts. In this way we can disarm without harming.
Thank you, Helen!!! Yes!!
One of the things I discovered in my martial arts training is that you can't win a fight. You can engage in the fight with love to deescalate the conflict. If I escalate and win, I lose. Deeper hurt, wider division, more work to build. The best martial arts is to make friends. I like something Abraham/Hicks said is some talk, "A battle against anything is a battle against yourself."
Another thing I try to remember about myself is my own "shadow mission". That is the force in me that thwarts my mission. My shadow mission is fear driven and difficult to counteract. My shadow mission is: I create the evil in the world by believing that there are entities that have power over me. It's difficult for me to counter because of the apparent scale. There is me, then there is, for example, the covid/CDC/Gates/AMA/MIC... My regular mind thinks I'm smaller than that, and it is true that I feel smaller than that apparent monster. Intellectually, I remember that the creation of a molecule is the same as the creation of a galaxy. They are both an unfathomable mystery. However, some part of me can't embody that understanding fully.
PROTOCOLS OF THE MEETINGS OF THE LEARNED ELDERS OF ZION . . . Protocol X – Preparing for Power . . . (((SARS-CoV2)))
❝. . . utterly exhaust humanity with dissention, hatred, struggle, envy and even by the use of torture, by starvation, by the inoculation of diseases. by want, so that the “Goyim” see no other issue than to take refuge in our complete sovereignty in money and in all else.❞
https://cwspangle.substack.com/p/protocol-x-preparing-for-power-sars
Perfect timing for your invitation Tessa. Thoughts this morning - continued from pre-waking consciousness - focused on soul. The awareness offered? Our soul holds all the information we need; it is in fact our personal time machine holding our individual being’s experience through all time past, present and future. Everything we need to know is here.
Speaking personally, this life’s extreme challenges on constant repeat, were set in childhood through emotional abuse. A note on childhood trauma; it changes the game; innate vibrational settings are distorted. Typically childhood trauma is the creation point of strategies-as-resources to survive life, while separating one from their innate self attuned to naturally express love and to receive love.
Strategies created within a context of childhood trauma, produced early career success, while inadvertently perpetuating dynamics in which trauma was seeded again and again and again. This occurring world, as in childhood, left innate self - the one naturally able to express love and receive love freely and unequivocally - suppressed and oppressed, unable to express natural abilities and qualities.
First efforts to reconnect with natural innate self (spurred at midlife c1998 by multiple losses; death, home, relationship) created reconnection with natural self AND greater life-chaos. Setting off a multi-decade’s long wild roller coaster ride of soul expression mixed with reactive childhood emotional trauma programming. (Memoir pieces, works in progress on my substack.)
A ride and journey inciting a determined search to end the chaos. Multiple decades and dozens of modalities proclaiming to possess the keys to the kingdom of soul and easy natural expression - we could say expression of love - didn’t address childhood abuse and trauma, triggered instead strategies of survival in hyper mode.
Offering this small window into personal experience with soul to bring awareness to the fact few models of soul work - ancient or modern - address the presence of trauma, childhood or otherwise. Making any effort to be in conscious relationship with soul an endeavour in futility and quite possibly igniting greater and greater life challenge.
Connecting with soul has always been spoken of as a journey for only the most determined and committed warriors. A quality making the trip inward unattractive to most humans driven by ease, preferring leisure and distraction to feed illusion.
Thanks for asking.
Thank you, Dennis, your words are beautiful!
Wow. That read like my soul's trajectory. Thank you.
The greatest battle for a warrior (and the only one in my opinion) is to subdue her/his desires, emotions, thoughts.
Dearest Tessa, when I read your writings, so often they express the love found in the Gospel message and the teachings of Jesus. Loving your enemies in found in both Matthew 5 and Luke 6:27-28 “But I say to you who hear, Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you."
I remind my children that it is one thing to love but how much a greater thing to feel, to understand, to know the source of that love. We truly live in a lost world, with the masses struggling to be found. How wonderful to come home to a welcoming, loving Father that loves us so much He would sacrifice His only Son for our sanctification and redemption. God's Word tells us that if we abide in Him, He abides in us, and we know this by the Spirit which he gives us. I would implore those who follow your writings to read the First Epistle of John, Five short chapters that takes little time to read and gives great understanding of the source of love. https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20John%201&version=ESV (I will read again this morning as a reminder)
As with your writings, God speaks to us through His Word. His new covenant is supported by the factual historical writings and prophecies of the old. Man's kingdoms are destined for failure, for believers, God's Kingdom is both present and eternal. God's Word is a lamp unto our feet, a light unto our path. Be in it.
Thank you, my dear, and sorry it took me a couple of days to respond. I was thinking how to respond since people constantly try to convert me to something, and I need to handle it with love, too.
Here is a question. If you feel like the words that come from my heart resonate with your Christian perspective, is is possible that the conclusion is not that I need to be Christian but that Christianity is not the only way to speak to God? In my own life, I have gain a lot more clarity once I stopped trying to understand world religions (including Christianity, that many of my people practiced). In fact, I did not gain the clarity that makes me happy now until I completely let go of it. I was a sad, tormented Christian when I was a Christian. So maybe, God speaks to me differently than to you, but speaks the same love, and there is not need to focus on formalities but celebrate the love that is unique in each of our souls but all is from the Creator and for the Creator?
PS. I don't believe that printed words is proof of anything. I studied history to some extent, and I think that books are printed usually by people in power, and it's a miracle if anything authentic gets in. In my observation, the sweetest, most honest faith comes when people try to connect to the divine from the inside, and words by other people can be an inspiration, or a guideline, or food for thought, but God speaks through sense, through our hearts and minds. Written word is very limited by its nature. In any case, I love you, you've been sweet to me, and I appreciate you.
Dear Tessa, thank you for your kind and loving response. As much as I would be Thankful for all to know, to feel, to understand the love of Christ, that conversion is reserved for God alone. Mine is not an attempt to convert but to encourage being in God's Word. If we say that "printed words are not proof of anything" then all of history becomes meaningless. I will pray for you. I would be honored if you would pray for me. God Bless
revenge is a reaction to pain. it's a damn good painkiller. i speak from experience.
but it wears off.
and it's addictive.
and it backfires. the lower matrix feeds off your energy. as long as you engage with the beast, you house it and keep it alive. walk away and it starves.
it takes a lot of work to switch out of that paradigm because it's so romanticized: revenge is dark and sexy and makes you an existential hero. it's not exactly sexy, and takes infinitely more inner work, to disengage and create something better.
there's never been a better time than now to let the forces of evil destroy each other. rebuilding won't be easy but at the same time it will be glorious.
at least that's what i keep telling myself.
I so agree with you.
"the lower matrix feeds off your energy. as long as you engage with the beast, you house it and keep it alive. walk away and it starves. " Yep, I think that we starve them by refusing to be like them, by refusing to seek domination over others, by respecting other people's free will. This is how I feel about it anyway.
A Turing machine is a mathematical model of computation describing an abstract machine that manipulates symbols on a strip of tape according to a table of rules. Despite the model's simplicity, it is capable of implementing any computer algorithm, it is an idealized model of a central processing unit (CPU) that controls all data manipulation done by a computer, with the canonical machine using sequential memory to store data. Typically, the sequential memory is represented as a tape of infinite length on which the machine can perform read and write operations . . .
If you have ever noticed when shopping, at the grocer, the gym, the restaurant, or in the common areas of the workplace etc., there is a universal presence of music or television . . . This is because most people are terrified to be alone with their own thoughts and actually afraid of some greater enlightenment and actually desire their memory being programmed as the aforementioned Turing Machine.
My mathematical theorem that history NEVER repeats itself is contrary to the popular delusions and clichéd commentaries about our reality and often provokes rather fanatical, illogical and esoteric responses resulting from the constant exposure to the sonic radiation we call the media, or more properly, neurolinguistic programming.
History never repeats itself . . . Time is linear, a circle is a line, we use a circular clock to measure time, or a sundial before the learned machinations of springs and gears . . .
. . . If you draw a circle (like a clock) with x=cos(t) and y=sin(t) and pull it evenly in z-direction, you get a spatial spiral called a cylindrical spiral or helix.
No country is running its own race in this invasion because it is all a political agenda led by the UN and pushed by the Jews and their puppets (politicians). Most people just won't know or understand that this is a political agenda. However, some manage to understand that the politicians are deliberately working to import Muslims and replace the people, but that's about it, they're like a computer that can't go on because the program doesn't allow it.
Thank you for sharing this, Tessa, and I think you nailed it. At the societal level, holding those who have committed crimes accountable before the law is important, if we want to live in anything that passes for "civilization," however, I firmly believe that vengeance is for the Divine, for there is a much bigger picture, too big for humans to comprehend. In various comments sections on other Substack blogs, I come across a lot of revenge fantasy comments (e.g., the outré things people want to do to Dr. F!), alas, and I think these are either by trolls, or people who simply don't know any better. I want to say, dude, go write your screenplay. But I don't get into it with them. I would assume you've read Gavin De Becker's THE GIFT OF FEAR. For me the big take-away was, to engage is to enrage.
Thank you, Transcriber B!! I agree!
Thank you Tessa for another thought-provoking essay.
I resonate with all you write, my way is my decision not to have enemies. Every human being as you write, is a Divine eternal soul-spirit incarnate in a flesh body, when this egoism/intellect/mind flesh-body is acting in violation of Divine laws & harmony, it creates a stress situation (disharmony) in the worlds of separation we live and I see it as a lesson that teaches me and allows my spiritual growth to accelerate. I will criticize the actions and words of people, but not the people, this is God’s job (karma). I am practicing the following doctrine:
“To hate those who love you is devilish
To love those who love you is human
To love those who hate you is Divine”
Daskalos. ( Cypriot Christian mystic )
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Thank you, Vaios!! xo
Tessa, I walk with you. Evil people are not our worst enemies, you know where they are and how they stand as they step into the darkness and wear it like a badge of honor. It is those who sneak up from behind ready to wear one sides' colors or the other, which ever is easier that are our worst enemies. I pray for the evil ones to make a different choice and send them love and light. The evil ones will use those who fear to make a choice and sooner or later devour them in a torturous feast of everything they fear. I will walk on up the path until I reach my goal of ascension no matter how difficult, no matter how far and I will meet all those walking in the LOVE along the way. So hard and full of challenge but when you do come to a place of love it is such a blessing that you KEEP ON KEEPIN ON!
Thank you, Sharon!!
I recently concluded a divorce, the end of a 23 year marriage. Through all of it, I refused to make her my enemy, refused to treat her with anything but love.
I was amazed at how empowering that was - how right and good it felt. My intuition at the time was that disengaging with love was essential to my future success and happiness.
I’ve committed myself to alimony payments that would no doubt be lower (perhaps a lot lower) if I’d fought harder, if I had hardened my heart to the point where I could treat the person I had loved for over a quarter century as an adversary, an enemy. And I’m fine with that. Something tells me that making those payments each month lovingly, willingly, is key to my happiness as well.
If I had more time right now, perhaps I could draw the parallels that I’m sure exist between my experience here and many of the larger issues that will be consuming us in the coming years of chaos and reorientation.
All I know is that the fire of anger toward my “enemies” - a flame that once motivated and exposed me - is feeling more and more like a poison in my soul. I suspect that the kinds of solutions or immediate future will require will involve love rather than anger.
Not that I’m saying that’ll be EASY, of course :-)
William, I am so sorry you went through a difficult divorce, those things are never easy. And I have so much respect for how you have handled it! Thank you for sharing this. It may be an inspiration to other people!!
Thank you Tessa for another really great article. You write with such clarity and wisdom that can only come from experience. Your work has been invaluable to me and likely many others. I really do appreciate what you do.
Thank you again. William!! Many hugs!
The true idea of love is "to know".
This applies to relationships too. You cannot truly love someone until you really know them and they know you. If you don't know them, but feel love, you're loving the image of them, not the real person.
When it comes to the predator class and their minions, we seek to know them.
Why? Because once we know them well, we can see who they really are.
There are many psychopaths who we know have a "mask of sanity" they wear to trick people.
There are also narcissistically wounded minions who just follow the leader, like child bullies who seek power to feel purpose.
And then there are relatively sane people who follow orders because they have no other choice as their careers and social status depends on it.
The true Central evil as religions talk about is the system itself that incentivizes lies, manipulation, and corruption. (The legal system, economics, politics, "science", etc)
Sadly, most normal people rather not see the system as corrupt, they either see " bad apples" or an outside force, like Satan etc, to blame for the evil.
This is not " to know" but to excuse, much like an abused person tries to give excuses to help the abuser find their good side.
True knowing is to see that the game, the system gives the environment that makes people complicit in evil deeds. It doesn't excuse their actions, but at least we can see the reality that lead many normal people to do the Holocaust or the covid mess etc...
Knowing that truth, we can see reality and stop living in fairy tales that projects evil into imaginary objects or beings.
I'm not an atheist, but I can't understand how mainstream religion does this.
It blinds them to the truth, that the game is rigged.
“Belief is the death of intelligence. As soon as one believes a doctrine of any sort, or assumes certitude, one stops thinking about that aspect of existence.” - Robert Anton Wilson
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"I can't make myself believe that the millions killed by plagues, cancers, natural catastrophes, etc throughout history were all singled out by some Cosmic Intelligence for punishment, while the survivors were preserved due to their virtues.
To assume that Divinity would employ earthquakes and pole shifts carelessly murdering millions of innocent children and harmless old ladies and dogs and cats in the process, is absolutely and ineluctably to state that your idea of God is of a cosmic imbecile."
-Robert Anton Wilson
PROTOCOLS OF THE MEETINGS OF THE LEARNED ELDERS OF ZION . . . Protocol X – Preparing for Power . . . (((SARS-CoV2)))
❝. . . utterly exhaust humanity with dissention, hatred, struggle, envy and even by the use of torture, by starvation, by the inoculation of diseases. by want, so that the “Goyim” see no other issue than to take refuge in our complete sovereignty in money and in all else.❞
https://cwspangle.substack.com/p/protocol-x-preparing-for-power-sars
Thank you for doing this work, Warrior-Sister Tessa.
;-)
Thank you, Brother John!! You are setting a great example by doing your work. :)
this line is a tough one to swallow, but i do get it, at least intellectually < It is my observation and belief that the people seeking to conquer, to destroy, to colonize, to subdue are really expressing their love. > ... and the comments you make about self protection hang together with it.
I read it as they are expressing their *desire* for love. I also have a hard time seeing how they are expressing love.
certainly they are expressing love of power. perhaps Tessa said that from a place of feeling/intuition more than from a place of clear understanding? which means we may or may not get an explanation from her articulating just how a conqueror cutting someone's head off expresses love. seems to me she sometimes says certain things because she likes the way it sounds or how it may indicate aspirations to a saintly/godly frame of mind.
how 'bout it Tessa? care to have a go at backing up that one? if not, i maybe able to help because there is indeed some truth in that statement.