Perfect timing for your invitation Tessa. Thoughts this morning - continued from pre-waking consciousness - focused on soul. The awareness offered? Our soul holds all the information we need; it is in fact our personal time machine holding our individual being’s experience through all time past, present and future. Everything we need to …
Perfect timing for your invitation Tessa. Thoughts this morning - continued from pre-waking consciousness - focused on soul. The awareness offered? Our soul holds all the information we need; it is in fact our personal time machine holding our individual being’s experience through all time past, present and future. Everything we need to know is here.
Speaking personally, this life’s extreme challenges on constant repeat, were set in childhood through emotional abuse. A note on childhood trauma; it changes the game; innate vibrational settings are distorted. Typically childhood trauma is the creation point of strategies-as-resources to survive life, while separating one from their innate self attuned to naturally express love and to receive love.
Strategies created within a context of childhood trauma, produced early career success, while inadvertently perpetuating dynamics in which trauma was seeded again and again and again. This occurring world, as in childhood, left innate self - the one naturally able to express love and receive love freely and unequivocally - suppressed and oppressed, unable to express natural abilities and qualities.
First efforts to reconnect with natural innate self (spurred at midlife c1998 by multiple losses; death, home, relationship) created reconnection with natural self AND greater life-chaos. Setting off a multi-decade’s long wild roller coaster ride of soul expression mixed with reactive childhood emotional trauma programming. (Memoir pieces, works in progress on my substack.)
A ride and journey inciting a determined search to end the chaos. Multiple decades and dozens of modalities proclaiming to possess the keys to the kingdom of soul and easy natural expression - we could say expression of love - didn’t address childhood abuse and trauma, triggered instead strategies of survival in hyper mode.
Offering this small window into personal experience with soul to bring awareness to the fact few models of soul work - ancient or modern - address the presence of trauma, childhood or otherwise. Making any effort to be in conscious relationship with soul an endeavour in futility and quite possibly igniting greater and greater life challenge.
Connecting with soul has always been spoken of as a journey for only the most determined and committed warriors. A quality making the trip inward unattractive to most humans driven by ease, preferring leisure and distraction to feed illusion.
Perfect timing for your invitation Tessa. Thoughts this morning - continued from pre-waking consciousness - focused on soul. The awareness offered? Our soul holds all the information we need; it is in fact our personal time machine holding our individual being’s experience through all time past, present and future. Everything we need to know is here.
Speaking personally, this life’s extreme challenges on constant repeat, were set in childhood through emotional abuse. A note on childhood trauma; it changes the game; innate vibrational settings are distorted. Typically childhood trauma is the creation point of strategies-as-resources to survive life, while separating one from their innate self attuned to naturally express love and to receive love.
Strategies created within a context of childhood trauma, produced early career success, while inadvertently perpetuating dynamics in which trauma was seeded again and again and again. This occurring world, as in childhood, left innate self - the one naturally able to express love and receive love freely and unequivocally - suppressed and oppressed, unable to express natural abilities and qualities.
First efforts to reconnect with natural innate self (spurred at midlife c1998 by multiple losses; death, home, relationship) created reconnection with natural self AND greater life-chaos. Setting off a multi-decade’s long wild roller coaster ride of soul expression mixed with reactive childhood emotional trauma programming. (Memoir pieces, works in progress on my substack.)
A ride and journey inciting a determined search to end the chaos. Multiple decades and dozens of modalities proclaiming to possess the keys to the kingdom of soul and easy natural expression - we could say expression of love - didn’t address childhood abuse and trauma, triggered instead strategies of survival in hyper mode.
Offering this small window into personal experience with soul to bring awareness to the fact few models of soul work - ancient or modern - address the presence of trauma, childhood or otherwise. Making any effort to be in conscious relationship with soul an endeavour in futility and quite possibly igniting greater and greater life challenge.
Connecting with soul has always been spoken of as a journey for only the most determined and committed warriors. A quality making the trip inward unattractive to most humans driven by ease, preferring leisure and distraction to feed illusion.
Thanks for asking.
Thank you, Dennis, your words are beautiful!
Wow. That read like my soul's trajectory. Thank you.
The greatest battle for a warrior (and the only one in my opinion) is to subdue her/his desires, emotions, thoughts.