I am semi-seriously considering doing a Tell Me Traitor series, covering various monumental topics that have people at each other’s throats, unproductively so. Okay, productively so if we are talking getting completely derailed and wasting energy on insulting each other and fights that are often very visibly manufactured by the you know who—but unproductively so if we are talking making the world a more honest, honorable, beautiful place.
I’ve gone through a massive personal evolution since the beginning of COVID, and it seems that a lot of very serious subjects have been hijacked, very cynically so, by the puppeteers with not-so-good intentions, various metaphorical Bad Witches of the CIA, and so on. So what I am paying attention to today is not opinions. Opinions can change toward more clarity if the heart is in the right place. What I am looking at is the energy with which individuals approach conveying their ideas and debating those who disagree. That matters greatly. I am convinced that we simply cannot defeat the bad guys by imitating their ways.
When we encounter problems, problems are not interesting. Solutions are the interesting part. And no matter what the bad guys are trying to do, the solution is not fear.
Without further ado, here is the plot the way I see it.
If you are over the age when you stopped believing in Santa, it is healthy to be highly skeptical of anything that the government says, and especially of things and stories that it heavily promotes. For example, if it promotes a noble war for any cause, there are almost certainly some shameless financiers sitting behind the curtains and moving the politicians’ mouths. Some of the individual politicians may occasionally believe their own BS but even so—and perhaps especially so—there is no reason for you to believe anything that a zombie says. You’ll be better off if you take zombie marketing with a giant grain of salt.
Only westerners, especially comfortably positioned westerners, find it shocking that the government doesn’t love us even a little bit. In most other places, the people have grasped that notion a very long time ago and have worked that premise into their general understanding of the world.
There is a giant difference between forming your opinions on any topic as you see fit—and feeling so scared of other people screwing up your world that you turn into a jumpy tyrant and want to mock and condemn them for wrongthink, according to you (or sometimes, according to the you know who in dissident masks). Fear is poison. Fear is poison regardless of whether the danger is real or not.
In general, vaccines are bad news. “COVID vaccines” are abysmally bad news. It is healthy to make theories as to why and how, it is necessary to “do your own research.” It is good to make up your mind about everything, and change it if you feel like it, and change it again if you feel like it, and keep doing it from the inside for the sake of knowledge and living a good life. But in practical terms, whether the side effects of COVID vaccines are due trivial greed, wobbly tech, and toilet-level manufacturing standards allowing mold, dirt, and God knows what else in vials, or due to an unthinkably nefarious agenda that just makes you want to scream, COVID shots are bad news. Doesn’t mean that if you took one you are doomed—that is nonsense—but it makes very little sense to increase the chance of self-harm. It makes little sense to do so regardless of whether it’s just a trivial $hitty product or a centerpiece of a genocide.
There exists a depopulation agenda. It’s been documented, stated out loud, we’ve seen the 1974 Kissinger report, etc.
People with not-so-good intentions perched upstairs are still individual people, some may think day and night about depopulation, some may prefer to breed slaves. Anyone saying they know exactly what the people with not-so-good intentions are trying to do at any given moment is not honest, either with themselves or with others. We may make coherent guesses, form opinions, protect ourselves as we see fit (which I think is the most important part), but claiming absolute certainty is either hubris or, sometimes, a fear-mongering psyop.
Shocking, but if a government wants to kill its own citizens, it does not really need vaccines. A vaccine, you can avoid in the physical sense, at least until it gets to self-spreading ones. At a terribly painful cost at times—and I screamed and screamed about it on this Substack all through the mandates—but in the physical sense of it, you can. What you mostly can’t avoid is things that fall from the sky, things placed in water, etc.
I’ve been thinking and writing about the COVID vaccines, including this angle, since the very beginning of the COVID vaccines, and about Big Tech and transhumanism for about ten years. I have calibrated and recalibrated my focus many times. In my view right now, while a depopulation agenda exists, and these vaccines are a horror show, and it is possible to use vaccines to depopulate, it would be intellectually dishonest and spiritually wrong to say that I know for sure this way or the other. And because in practical terms, it is far more important to inform good people about the practical dangers—calmly and without fear—than to argue with each other bitterly about what’s exactly in the dominators’ heads, I deliberately focus on being useful and spiritually even-headed. I believe that loving and fearless spiritual honesty is a more productive way to “heal the world” than the act of shouting at others over talking points. That is my opinion, I am comfortable with holding this opinion, I am not one bit embarrassed of thinking strictly from the inside, and so I stand by it.
Some two years ago, I started noticing non-genuine dark energy around the topic. Thing is, when there are things like vicious yelling, anxiety, and the mocking and the condemnation of wrongthink, there are often CIA wizards hiding in the bushes somewhere, placing hot takes of the day and pulling emotional strings. In good energy, people are allowed to think things through from the inside, our free will is sacred, and having any sincere opinion on any side of this does not make one a horrible person or a spy. Yes, there are petty people, and there are spies—but that quality is not measured by “correct opinions,” it is measured by how they spoil the energy and make people act destructive, harm each other, betray each other, and form dogmatically dead-end ideological camps (which of course prevents any chance of “winning” because disconnected camp leaders can at best build glorious individual brands and a loyal following, which it sweet—but it has very little with “defeating the great reset.”
Now, let us say, it is proven beyond any doubt and even confirmed by an honest mind reader (let us say) that the government is specifically out to kill you this very second, and it’s trying to do so specifically with those vaccines. What does it mean to you in practical terms? What are you going to do about it? If the answer is, “Well, doh, I am not going to take the shot!” I would say it’s a wise decision as this injectable product is a horror of horrors with a horrible track record, and it’s a wise decision regardless of whether the gov is trying to kill you or not.
Next, by sheer logic, if you know for sure that the gov is out to kill you, can’t it secretly spray things from the sky or add things to your water? What then? What are you going to do then in practical terms besides the basic common sense stuff to protect your health? Be afraid and depressed? Watch a BREAKING video about it by the latest truth teller and feel like you are now informed, and so they can’t get ya…? Walk around in a spacesuit? Wear a respirator or a personal air purifier at all times? Get a bunker? Turn increasingly anxious and angry and disconnect from this world? Isn’t it what the bad guys want—seeing you anxious and terrified?
When I think through matters like this, I ask myself, “How do I know what I think I know? Do I know for sure? (In most cases the answer is “no.”) If whatever I am thinking is true, what am I going to do about it in practical terms? How do I make things good? And why am I dealing with it in spiritual terms? What do I need to learn?”
What I am trying to say is that we are spirits on a journey. Some things, we can know for sure, and some things, we can’t know for sure. We are living inside a machine that doesn’t love us, we are not the first generation to face the machine, it is not shocking news. When it comes too close, we can use our senses, logic, trusted sources, and form opinions and a course of practical action. We can change our minds, too. And the point, always, is growing our souls. This entire thing is about growing our souls And from that perspective, it is far more important to find your loving, fearless, dignified, shiny core under any circumstance than to argue with others out of fear.
I believe that if we are to live in a better world, it is the foundational problem, the underlying spiritual problem that needs to be faced. We’ve been cheated out of our love, out of our confidence, out of being connected to our souls. No, this crisis most certainly isn’t about the status of any particular institutional faith—but about the need to remember our happy humility, our courage, our love, our child-like trust of the Creator, our spiritual connection to nature, to our soul, all raw, direct, and real. It’s about learning to see in other people fellow travelers endowed with a free will. It’s about protecting the innocent who seek protection and refusing to throw other people under the bus.
Here’s how I see this. This is your life and your spiritual journey. You are a valid participant and contributor to this world. I would say, perhaps don’t take on faith anything that any mainstream talking head says. For that matter, don’t take on faith anything that your favorite dissident talking head says, either. Do your own research in earnest, and always do it from a place of existential meaning and without fear. Everything is much better without fear.
Think about it this way. The only reason you meet with negative energies “unfairly” is so that you learn how to remove them from you life, and then help others to do same. Because this world is such a confusing place due to spiritual disarray, and a lack of a healthy community, it is very common for people to get stuck and walk in circles for a while until it becomes unbearable, and then a spiritual miracle happens from the inside, and out of desperation, you come closer to remembering who you were meant to be.
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Great article and words Tessa. Everything is much better from a place of no fear. Having no fear that your energy will cease when your body does, the knowledge of oneself that one is inherently immortal as CS Lewis said, “You don’t have a soul, you are a soul, you have a body.” I came to the point where I don’t care what the media says, the culture wars, the foolish games “they” have us playing with each other. I’ve walked away from the game to focus on causes, natural law and solutions. Yes, still with my feet planted firmly on ground to guide those who are curious but with patience and humility. Always standing for freedom but not falling for the fear porn cause tyranny hasn’t plowed my door down and if it does I’ll defend it. However I have no fear of death. Death is just a door. I’ve entered 1,000 doors in this incarnation but more recently the one with “Temet Nosce” over the doorway, the final abode until my body rests and my spirit ascends. Fear is the seed of destruction. Abundance, the seed of truth, which leads to love, and Divine Will.
you're still my favorite dissident talking head Tessa
ok, seriously, dissident singing head ;)