I opened with these two pieces because​ where we might go and how we might get there seem to be questions that I should personally work on, at street level, not a lofty perch. Right now, for the next 3 weeks, I am perched in a public health clinic, a Federally Qualified Health Center, which began in 1970 as "The People's Free Clinic" in a church basement across the street from the UT campus. I remember going by there as a student, and seeing people waiting outside the basement steps for their friends. A friend of mine at the co-op where I lived, Sam, was proud to go there. There is a black and white photo of the volunteer staff in that basement one day in the 1970s, with some of their kids and babies; one fellow not wearing a shirt that day. I knew some of those people, and I know one of the babies. She's a Nurse, now.

The clinic, now in a very expansive, open and expensive new building, is effectively an arm of the federal government, and compliance is far more important to the survival of the clinic as an entity, than is taking care of any particular patient. It has become incorporated into a nationwide compliance bureaucracy, even as it has professed it's earlier ideals, with earnest countenance..

There is no way out of this kind of success, not that I can see. It is what has happened to medicine. I cannot go see people for free, or what they can pay, because I would make about what a teacher makes, or less, and I would be breaking so many laws and regulations, that I would be a criminal for my efforts. I did something like this with support from Luling, Texas from 1992-1994. It was the hardest I ever worked. They paid 2 office employees and gave me half a mobile building for a clinic. I did hospital and ER work and delivered babies and did c-sections, and made what Jenny had made as a first through third year teacher. Texas Medicaid reliably paid me $19 per clinic visit and about $560 per baby delivered. Individuals and most insurance (Medicare and commercial) typically just failed to pay me.

Those were the good days. They are over. I'm older, too.

I am about to work the last 3 weeks before the vaccine mandate takes effect November 1, 2021. I am not seeing any job postings for unvaccinated doctors, and any place that is hiring now is in the "intermediation" business, and needs doctors to crank patients through the line, one-problem-per-visit, as if that's how people's needs are met. I've never been able to do that, and I'm sort of an old-dog at this point; unlikely to learn that trick.

Jenny is still working as a school librarian. I have vegetable gardening, the Yoakum homestead, meditation/prayer and am assessing and chronicling the patch of history we are navigating together. I'm a good doctor, but without a format in which to legally practice medicine.

I'll see if a practice opportunity presents itself I'll work on vegetable gardening systems for central Texas, and on "the economy" at a personal and local scale, with as little "intermediation" as possible.

Cash is going to work better than digital central bank currency, at least for the persons, not for the central banks. Vote with your cash transactions.


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John, I am so sorry you are dealing with this bullshit. It's a shame they are doing it to doctors (or to anyone). Justice shall prevail.

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I'm not sure about justice prevailing, but the Governor of Texas just signed an executive order outlawing vaccine mandates in Texas, and has invited the legislature to make it into a real law in the next week or so. they might.


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Ppl are saying Nebraska is unvaxxed-friendly.

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Thank you for the ecosophia link, John. Far as I can tell this guy has it dead-on. Biz owners have been trying to find their way around "middle men" (intermediaries) since the very first transaction.

If it were not for these snakes slithering their way into even the tiniest of transactions, the marketplace natural trajectory would be toward ever-increasing peace and prosperity for everyone involved.

One can only imagine how wonderful human life would be for us all at this point had we been free of this Great Boa Constrictor we are unable to see-- even as we all suffocate together inside its' tightening coils.

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Oct 10, 2021Liked by Tessa Lena

the freefall into a lawless state, some days it feels like it's greed based, other days like an ai program run amok , while at other times it seems like all the books and movies that were (supposed) to serve as warnings instead became blueprints. right now it's survival of the fittest on steroids. thanks for these incredible columns

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Oct 10, 2021Liked by Tessa Lena

Another terrestrial revolutionary milestone! Please continue...may your endurance be legendary.

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Oct 10, 2021Liked by Tessa Lena

What a masterful presentation by McCullough and what a powerful collection you selected. Prior jab offers were: How about a free ice cream? No. Then maybe a juicy hamburger? No. Lottery? No. $100 cash? No. Get outta jail? Nope. Is this the best the Devil has to offer? Now, if he were to offer his eternal demise, I might consider.

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Thank you for sharing the McCullough talk. It was really worthwhile.

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Oct 10, 2021Liked by Tessa Lena

Thank youTessa-

euthanasia for a cat years ago was a correct decision and I appreciate the mental rigor the writing accomplished to better understand the voices inside head then-

Iams corporate food cans poisoned our two cats and they failed and died early-

Two felines n o w hav eaten our food which is knot any of the food sold in the pictures that look interconnected by corporations much like CFRMEDIA is-

Clean healthy cats and humans with robust immunity...

Still... I allowed a killing of a cat because kidney failure- sad day- Lewis McGill was a friend and helped daily with the monkey circus freak energy trying to stain the soul...

Cheetah Labbe has been here since 2008- he is old man Bengal and when his suit and animal body can no longer support his spark I will help him lay down and thank god for the creatures in life that make mine easier in 2021 USA

Cheetah will pass on like leaves from trees eventually do, but for n o w vibrant healthy old man-

Thanx again Tessa; your writing helps here there and everywhere-

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Oct 12, 2021Liked by Tessa Lena

Excellent piece and especially thank you for all the fantastic links. 'Fantastic' in that they are full of information, not that I am happy to read them or listen to them as it is all stressful stuff! The only good thing is that there are so many like minded souls out there. We are not in power, but maybe one day.

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Something come today…. Big censure?

I couldn’t open one link in Global Research, no matter which browser I used.

I will not post link. I think it’s big hole in “their “ secrecy. It could be also planned leak? Who knows? What is this about? Today October 11th 2021, Global Research:

"A tyrant needs above all a tyrant-state, so he will use a million little civil servant tyrants who each have a trivial task to perform, and each will perform that task competently, and without remorse"
The post The Lord of“Vaccines” and the “Health Terrorist Ideology”. Where Do you Think this is Going? Get Off That Crazy Train appeared first on Global Research.”

I found original text, and in there is nothing that was so big for censure? I know far back about Karl Schwab, WEF and Swiss sponsored school for “ Young Global Readers”. Macron, Merkel, etc crowd.

But there were two links to French newspapers, about them again. I don’t speak french, so I translated. I will post them separately down. People should follow and research some names and institutions. Macron went to two schools?????

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Alexander De Croo, Deputy Prime Minister and Minister for Development Cooperation, Digital Agenda, Telecommunications and Post, was elected Young Global Leader 2015 by the World Economic Forum (WEF). The Young Global Leaders Forum was established eleven years ago by the GEF as a network of leading figures in the world of economics, technology and international cooperation.

Over the next five years, Alexander De Croo will focus primarily as a Young Global Leader within the GEF on international development issues, human rights and inclusive economic growth. He will also pay attention to the importance of digitization for the development agenda, a theme that closely affects his skills in development cooperation and the digital agenda, and which Belgium is striving to achieve. '' put on the international agenda.

Alexander De Croo had already worked for the GEF for two years as vice-chair of the Global Agenda Council on Aging, the GEF think tank and discussion group that focuses on opportunities related to aging populations. He also participated in several GEF meetings in Geneva and Dalian (China).

As a Young Global Leader, this Open VLD member follows in the footsteps of another party member, Vincent Van Quickenborne. The founder of Drupal, Dries Buytaert, and Queen Mathilde were also among the Belgian members of the Young Global Leaders forum.

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Emmanuel Macron and Edouard Philippe, these “young leaders” who govern us. Each year, dozens of promising French personalities join the network of "Young leaders". Emmanuel Macron, Edouard Philippe or Olivier Véran are part of it, as are many other members of the government. It is a relatively unknown network made up of ambition, support, diplomas and talent: the "Young leaders". Each year, two foundations, the French-American Foundation (founded in 1976) and the France China Foundation (created in 2012), separately select several dozen young French profiles "with high potential" to meet other equally "remarkable thirty-somethings. "Americans on one side, Chinese on the other. Senior officials, journalists, emerging political figures, artists ... who converse and travel together on several occasions. Objective of these programs: to bring out elites and "promote future exchanges" between France and the two super-powers.

Sign that the recruiters of these Foundations are not mistaken: Emmanuel Macron and Edouard Philippe were "Young leaders". And on two occasions, since they are among the privileged few to have been selected by both programs. A year apart for the French-American Foundation, first Edouard Philippe in 2011 then Emmanuel Macron in 2012. The same year, in 2013, for the exchange organized by the France China Foundation, even if, according to Le Monde , Emmanuel Macron, then Deputy Secretary General of the Elysee Palace, "too busy", had to give up at the last minute to participate in the program. Is this the starting point of their complicity, which led Emmanuel Macron to appoint Edouard Philippe to Matignon four years later? A bond that is now well underway ...

Edouard Philippe's government full of "young leaders"

In any case, during these sessions, the two men rubbed shoulders with several other "rising stars" of French politics: in 2012, Emmanuel Macron met Cédric Villani, who would rally him in 2017 before causing him trouble in 2020, and Fleur Pellerin , which he will then rub shoulders with in the government. The following year, Edouard Philippe and Emmanuel Macron found, under the aegis of the France China Foundation, many personalities, in particular Jérôme Guedj, to whom they recently entrusted a mission in full confinement, but also Benoît Ribadeau-Dumas, who became the influential chief of staff of Edouard Philippe in Matignon ...

To tell the truth, a good part of the current government is part of this privileged network: Franck Riester was "Young Leader China" in 2014, just like Agnès Pannier-Runacher and Brune Poirson in 2017, where they then meet the deputy Coralie Dubost, future companion of Olivier Véran, himself Young leader in 2019 ... As for the Secretary of State in charge of European Affairs, Amélie de Montchalin, she was "Young Leader USA" in 2018. From there to say that it is enough to observe the promotions to know who will return to the government? A little more patience, the names of the lucky ones elected 2020 will soon be revealed ...

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Wiki:” Alexander De Croo (born 3 November 1975) is a Belgian politician and businessman who has served as Prime Minister of Belgium since October 2020.”

City of Brussels is important in EU. And Strategic command of NATO is there…

“ European Quarter and Leopold Quarter[edit]

The European Quarter (French: Quartier Européen, Dutch: Europese Wijk) is located to the east of the Pentagon, around Luxembourg Square and the Schuman roundabout, and includes the smaller Leopold Quarter (French: Quartier Léopold, Dutch: Leopoldswijk). The European Parliament was built near Luxembourg Square, on the site of the former Quartier Léopold Station, and of which only the central building overlooking the square remains, having been replaced by the underground Brussels-Luxembourg railway station. The European Commission, housed in the Berlaymont building, is located on the Schuman roundabout, not far from the Cinquantenaire Park. Across the street stands the Justus Lipsius building and the Europa building (part of the Residence Palace), serving as the seat of the European Council and the Council of the EU. In Leopold Park, the House of European History provides visitors with a social history of the continent of Europe. There is a visitor centre in the main European Parliament building, known as the Parliamentarium, and another smaller one in the Justus Lipsius building, for the council of Europe. It is accessible on certain days, by appointment. Many of the attractions in the European quarter are free to visit.”

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The power struggle in the background: Communist Party versus business leaders??

Alibaba’s Jack Ma, disappeared in January: https://www.msn.com/en-us/money/other/alibaba-founder-jack-ma-is-missing-what-s-his-story/ss-BB1cEQHS

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They say, picture is wert thousand words….

Francechinafoundation picture with:



Wiki: “Wang Ch'i-shan; born 19 July 1948) is a Chinese politician, and the current Vice President of the People's Republic of China.[2] Wang is one of the leading figures behind China's foreign affairs, along with President Xi Jinping and Premier Li Keqiang.

In 2007, he became a member of the 17th Central Committee and the 17th Politburo of the Communist Party of China; in 2008, he was named a Vice Premier of the State Council, in charge of finance and commerce. In 2009, Wang was appointed by President Hu Jintao as his special representative to chair the Economic Track of the U.S.-China Strategic and Economic Dialogue for the Chinese side.

Wang was named as one of the most influential people in the world in the 2009 Time 100 list.”

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Bill Gates is a Wanker Song ("Protected political speech", as I understand it.)

Immature, adolescent; I can't keep from smiling when this video plays. :-)


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I'm sorry, but the swine flu vaccination program in 1976 Dr. McCullough refers to was not shut down because of 25 to 54 deaths, it stopped because the vaxx makers were facing massive lawsuits due to the deaths and injuries from the jabs, so they pulled their products and schemed to make it look like too many deaths had occurred. Back then vaxx makers had no legal immunity program in place in the event of injury and deaths from jabs, as they do now - which is why the covid jabs continue today, even after tens of thousands of deaths in the US alone from them. The swine flu event caused the vaxx makers to lobby congress to get legal immunity and... they got it. Trump signed The Act into law in 2017 and the EUA into law in 2019 (plus some other bills that Bush, Clinton and Obama signed) and Voilà! we find ourselves in the midst of the covid plandemic.




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Behind the curtain of the New Black Age. I’m a little tired of some words repeated too often. At least a year and a half. Now something new (old). It's all here(Crucial “keys”). I think there are a lot of answers. Strange how no one recommends this? Written back in 2013. It’s easy to dismiss, especially if you have an academic background. If it matters, shouldn’t someone hold a presentation or analysis about it at the university?


It is taking a little to download free book: https://ia800800.us.archive.org/11/items/CarrollQuigleyTheAngloAmericanEstablishment/Carroll%20Quigley%20-%20The%20Anglo-American%20Establishment.pdf

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The Round Table Movement: New Racist Breed, Same Racist Species

The Round Table movement served as the intellectual center of the international operations to regain control of the British Empire and took on several incarnations over the 20th century. It worked in tandem with the Coefficients Club, the Fabian Society, and the Rhodes Trust, all of whom witnessed members moving in and out of each others ranks. The historian Carrol Quigley, of Georgetown University wrote of this cabal in his posthumously published “Anglo-American Establishment” (6):

“This organization has been able to conceal its existence quite successfully, and many of its most influential members, satisfied to possess the reality rather than the appearance of power, are unknown even to close students of British history. This is the more surprising when we learn that one of the chief methods by which this Group works has been through propaganda.

“Let us form the same kind of society, a Church for the extension of the British Empire. A society which should have its members in every part of the British Empire working with one object and one idea we should have its members placed at our universities and our schools and should watch the English youth passing through their hands just one perhaps in every thousand would have the mind and feelings for such an object, he should be tried in every way, he should be tested whether he is endurant, possessed of eloquence, disregardful of the petty details of life, and if found to be such, then elected and bound by oath to serve for the rest of his life in his Country. He should then be supported if without means by the Society and sent to that part of the Empire where it was felt he was needed.’

In another will, Rhodes described in more detail his intention: To and for the establishment, promotion and development of a Secret Society, the true aim and object whereof shall be for the extension of British rule throughout the world. The colonization by British subjects of all lands where the means of livelihood are attainable by energy, labour, and enterprise and especially the occupation by British settlers of the entire Continent of Africa, the Holy Land, the Valley of the Euphrates, the islands of Cyprus and Candia, the whole of South America, the islands of the Pacific not heretofore possessed by Great Britain, the whole of the Malay Archipelago, these aboard of China and Japan, [and] the ultimate recovery of the United States of America as an integral part of the British Empire.” (13)

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The US government, not just the current President, has become senile, incompetent and very dangerous. Unfortunately governments around the world are habituated to following USA's lead. It reminds me of the often quoted remark by Einstein regarding the definition of insanity being doing the same thing repeated but expecting a different outcome. In this case global governments have instituted similar strategies as the US yet expecting good outcomes regardless of the clear evidence of failure in the US.

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