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I read this after a dinner two hours ago with my parents and crazy, fearful siblings - erupted into WW3...

and after reading this... I started crying...

I just moved to Florida to be closer to my parents (81 years old) so I could see them more, moving from INSANE Fauci-land - aka as Los Angeles.

When I kissed my parents hello and sat down to eat with them - my siblings told my Mom and Dad to sit at a different table - to not be EXPOSED TO ME...

I drolly said " Don't worry, not a vector of anything - as 99.5% of the population isn't, either."

My idiot siblings believe there is such a thing as asymptomatic spread - and that the masks actually do something ( 3 of my 4 siblings are actually leeching off my parents the last two years - my sister moving in with them last March to "protect them from covid". ). My sister said " Didn't know you were a Doctor - Monte ( my brother) why don't you tell them what we heard Fauci say today.."

I lost it on them, called out their ignorance, Fraudci's ignorance and corruption and track record, and let them know their abuse of my parents - masked as "love and the desire to protect them" was typical of every abuser, everywhere...

It was horrible: my father irate, my Mom crying, my brothers and I almost coming to blows.

I don't know how much more I want to take of cowed sheep dominating all the spaces we want to be in ---and I've fully realized that my four siblings are, in fact, some of the ugliest human beings I know - and I don't want ANYTHING to do with them. Ever.

And if they push my parents to get the vaccine - then hell will hath no fury like mine.

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I am new here but saw JORGE'S post.

I feel like this will be our family. Already one sister (65) reached out to me to say she finally gave in to the Pfizer jab. She never wanted that to happen. But her own husband of 35 years said "you need to get it or its over for us". Then she said my other sister called her to say "Please never visit us again unless you have both vaccines"....and her sister in law did the same. My sister (like your father) was a life-long badass as well. Always stood up for herself and I loved that about her. No bullying her.

And then she said she was tired of the bullying and "peer" pressure, gave in.

Said "well I only have 10-20 years to go anyway"...... I was heartbroken.

They wear masks when outside walking in nature near them. Thank god they have a dog so they can get out a bit.

I know this will be the next thing to divide families. I hear friends and neighbors talking about this issue as well. Some have been banned from visiting family. Or they need a test to come into the house each time. Many say family members are already saying "unless vaxed twice don't ever come over"

For me I guess so be it for these family members who ban you. I will never be bulled by family, even by my adult children who have not left their homes in a year.

So me and my boyfriend still camp, hike, bike, walk the neighborhood....wave and talk to folks.... no masks. Nice to see the smiles.

So we do have a small community of people who just don't mask outdoors or outside in lines. Just wanted to let Jorge know the insanity is starting in my family as well.

Most of the family is in CA under Newsom's rule.

Tessa sorry so long. So glad I have found your webpage. Found it via Kyle Young.

Very very nice to be here~

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I am so sorry you are dealing with this heartbreaking situation! I know so many people going though something similar. It really shouldn't be this way, it really shouldn't. Sending you hugs.

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So terrible to see that the actual virus at play - the twins of fear and ignorance - are successfully destroying the host ( LOVE AND FAMILIAL TIES).

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Jorge, I am sorry to hear this. I am beginning to think of folks begotten with this Medusa as perhaps victims of mass hypnosis. Years ago at my small town's county fair, my youngest son (10 at the time) was hypnotized onstage with a group of miscellaneous other folks. It was loud and exactly the opposite environment to what I thought was conducive to hypnosis. But he was deeply hypnotized. It was amazing. I would never have believed it had I not seen it with my own eyes.

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thanks for empathy.

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It is a hypnosis. The problem comes with the arrogance of being under this hypnosis - it's so sanctimonious and belligerent - and, it's not as if I have a superficial knowledge of what's truly going on - I've been sharing my research for 11 months with my Dad. But, he's surrounded by scared CNN/MSNBC sycophants - and is BOMBARDED 24/7 with the media - and the twin 'helicopter parenting' of my sister and brother. My father has been a lifelong BADASS - and it crushes me to see him trying to placate my scared brothers and sisters - but also, he's seemingly bought into the fear porn.

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(Meant to write besmitten, not begotten. Don't you hate autocorrect!!) Anyway, there are pathways of control that I do not understand at all. Some folks ageism tube glued for hours on end. What if the AI/Medusa has in fact begun to master hypnosis?

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Oh dear. I am so sorry you have to deal with this ugly situation. You are not alone!! The propaganda has been so thick that a lot of people bought into it, thinking they are doing a heroic deed. So tragic! I am sorry. I hope you can talk it through with your siblings, and that your parents simply do what they naturally want to do. Being close to parents is so important!! xoxo

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I don't know about any future with them, because if we weren't blood - I couldn't associate with people like this. They damage in the name of "concern" - and there fear is PALPABLE. But I'd love to build a tribe in my new home.

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Like you, I have agonized over my inability to be heard. I hope that you, like me, find succor and friendship and hope here at Tessa's site.

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Thank you. I am grateful for this community. So grateful. We need each other.

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Tessa. This will help. Try to stay calm. https://breathing.com/pages/calming

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Wooow: I wish I was in shock but it’s happening to all of us. Dividing our families and bringing out the psychopathlogical traits in almost everyone we know or are related to: this is my design. Who would have thunk it? You’re not alone. All I can say. please know you aren’t alone and even though it’s shocking I’m still so hurt for you. And for all of us: oh the stories/ wow. Wwoooow. Hang in there bud. And reach out to those of us who get it,

For support. Please: ❣️

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You, Tessa, are a bright light in the darkness that is this dystopian curtain being drawn on us.

I read in the alt media widely. Yours is a much appreciated perspective., among many. Sadly, there are few I can forward your musing to as most of those in my life are sheeple... it is so distressing to watch people I care about so taken in by the propaganda and narratives. No one is willing to consider alternative perspectives. I am the black sheep nut bar. Wearing that proudly too - maybe I should get a t-shirt printed up!

Keep doing what you do. You get it. I get it. Many others here get it. Together we have to keep working to help the sheeple get it - if it is not already too late. [and I am not sure about that].

Best,

Jan

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Thank you Jan!!!

It is distressful. But I have trained myself to look at it from a long-term, philosophical perspective. I have faith in people, and I mean it in way that is not naive or blind. Protecting one's heart and life is important. But I also don't give up. I think that making stupid choices is a part of the human path which we all share. I've many of those.... so when I see others act on fear, I admit that I've done that, too, before I realized I was doing that. And it's not like once you figure it out, it's automatic. I still need to remind myself daily. So I have decided to stick to kindness and hope and pray that everybody finds their truth in the kindest way.

One day, it will be obvious that fear was used to confuse.

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Well said, Tessa. I see the fear and confusion so much. People are walking around masked while in the great outdoors (wtf?!?) the fear in their eyes, palpable and all encompassing. I know how we got here. I just don't know how we will help people get out of the propaganda fog that is enveloping them. It is like we need a giant fan to blow it all away...

While at times it seems hopeless, it really does come down to kindness and continuing to care. The moment we stop hoping and caring, we are done for.

Words are weapons. As long as the internet is working, we, YOU, have the means to keep crafting dialogue and stories that are thought provoking antidotes to the daily pablum fed to the masses. Thank god for that!!!!!!!

Are you familiar with Terry Fox - if not read here, especially the last part https://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/british-columbia/terry-fox-nurse-alison-sinson-ince-1.3763893

We all have the awesome power of one! Keep writing. Keep singing. Keep going. You are using your power of one by sharing your talents with us. In doing so, one day at a time, one person at a time, we will get to that future day where we can look back and see what is no so obvious right now, while we are in the thick of the fog.

Best,

Jan

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Thank you once again, Jan! Yes, we have hearts. Each of us has one, and it's not for nothing.

And no I wasn't familiar with Terry Fox, just read the article!! Thank you for sharing it.

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HI Jan,

I live half a block from the beach in central Oregon. Every weekend I see families from Portland, even the children masked, fearfully avoiding getting within 6 feet of another human being. It's sad. I smile and convey my compassion for their lost humanity... may each individual rediscover the beauty of connection and social intercourse, which I feel is the deepest loss of all from this gigantic, tragic lie.

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In spite of all this ugliness that has descended on our planet -- seeing our fellow humans so afraid of dying that they've stopped living -- there has been a veritable renaissance of artistic, spiritual, and political voices coming to fore. You are a prime example, Tessa!

It's unfortunate it is taking such a vicious "stick" to get humanity to change (couldn't all this shifting be done with compassionate "carrots"?), but the vibrant among us are finding ways to be our most transgressive, creative selves as a result. The flowering output takes my breathe away, leaving me with inspired hope that the best among us will flourish, while the ovine lemmings will have all run off the cliff.

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Thank you Cat!! And yes, it's amazing how much beauty and courage grew out of this mess. Such pure friendships, too! The real thing. You, of course, are an inspiration. xo

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So, the fourth churning it is to be. Dr. Bossche stakes his career on a declaration of likely forthcoming worldwide medical emergency caused by the vaccines due to COVID-19 immunity escape, Dr. Tenpenny explains that the mRNA vaccines will cause suppression of the cleanup part of an individual's immune response over the next months, Joewraithbiden says open the borders but don't come in while also hootin' that Putin has no soul so will pay, and dollars for a doughnut may soon become literal.

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Buy/build a small distillery and start brewing. When the paper currency goes to hell, alcohol becomes an universal one. Always has been.

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Images of moonshine and campfires. And if (on a separate topic of concern) Dr. Valencia Zharkova's conclusions about the modern solar minimum are correct, we may need really big campfires and extra swigs of the 'shine.

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I heard some older engines can run on alcohol. It would be worthwhile to install one in a car. You could brew your own fuel. No drill required.

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We are living in an absurd world! On a side note, I have seen an interesting response to Bossche (she believes that he is ultimately trying to derail, hard to tell but it is a possibility). https://twitter.com/RosemaryFreiTO/status/1371708516587683847

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Thanks, Tessa. I am unable to decipher the intent and validity of the paper and the many responses. It's a house of mirrors to me. However, given the limited lethality of the virus, the ever avoided discussion of known treatments (IVM, etc.), the concerns raised by Dr. Tenpenny, and the clear political derangement of the PTB's push to get ever vaccinated asap, I do strongly favor his conclusion #1, which is that the current vaccination effort must stop. I currently find this conclusion unassailable. As to the validity of his scientific statements, I concede I simply lack the horsepower to render any meaningful judgements, but I believe his conclusions could possibly be correct.

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If Bossche is correct, then given the inertia of the current vaccination drive, it seems we would likely see this viral mutation immunity escape and resultant onslaught of the vaccinated population over the course of the next year if IVM or other treatments are still neglected. (Not that I favor this approach), but would that be enough time for his favored NK vaccine to be ready?

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Tessa, thank you all of the work that you have done. You are a light in the darkness

I have to admit....the guy with the lint brush/removal was the best!!!! I should not say this but I needed a good laugh. It is sad, I know, that most people have become human robots at this point. Whether things will change for the better is anyone's guess.

I am also having more internal strength now and I am getting ready to speak up for what is right. I am also ready to point out the wrongs that are and have gone on for the past year. I think it will feel good to speak truth to power and I hope it may make a difference in someone's life. One thing is for sure......If I commit myself to the truth it will make a difference in my own life. Peace to everyone who cares to speak for truth.

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Google censored my 24 year old breathing.com site and so I created a special site related to all the Covid BS. michaelgrantwhite.com pass it around please.

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What, Google censored your breathing site? Bastards. You had it forever. I am sorry to hear that, Mike.

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They have been censoring alternative health at least a couple of years. I noticed it first with chiropractors back in 2018 when I began hearing that their visitors went from 100,000 down to 5000 in a day or two. Google also invests in pharmaceutical companies. And of course you know they own YouTube who's been not allowing anything negative around vaccination. And now Instagram dropped Bobby Kennedy's account. YouTube dropped del bigtree. Mercola seems to one be the one that is too strong to take down. Heis fighting the FDA etc as well.

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Spot on as usual, Tessa. My dearest friend, graduated with highest honors, is once again buying this new endless war on viruses hook, line and sinker... just like he did with the "war on terror".

"Why is it that otherwise perfectly intelligent, thoughtful and rationally minded people baulk at the suggestion that sociopaths are conspiring to manipulate and deceive them? And why will they defend this ill-founded position with such vehemence?"

https://off-guardian.org/2021/03/12/on-the-psychology-of-the-conspiracy-denier/

Watch this while you can:

Can you trust the media? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZPazn1XNDQI&t=729s

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Thank you!! Yes, it's the paradox. I keep thinking and writing about it but it doesn't cease to take me by surprise.

https://tessa.substack.com/p/proud-intellectual

And yes that "Conspiracy Denier" article is spot on!

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Hi Tessa,

In May of least year, I wrote a letter to a small circle of friends, expanding on an earlier piece on the 2020 Saturn-Pluto return. Jungian astrologers were making good points about the archetypal significance of this planetary configuration, and, as it turned out, much of what they warned about has come to pass.

We are in a cycle of human experience where hard lessons are being learned. And while there is every reason to mourn what we have lost, and fear what may lie ahead, I'd like to share what I wrote to my friends and loved ones at that time:

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Fear serves only those forces who wish to keep you in fear. Yes, there are times when survival needs warrant an authentic fear response; however, this paralyzing emotion usually arises when we allow ourselves to be overcome by mass-inculcated narratives of death and destruction that never come to pass.

Love Always!

And always remember that destructive energy can be the engine of creation. Let the end of your present worldview -- a metaphorical death – be the ground from which a magnificent new life arises. Like the Phoenix, you, I, and our entire civilization can emerge, triumphant and ascendant, from the ashes of the former world, which really wasn’t serving human advancement, or the planet, very well.

Love is the root vibration. Hold to that, and everything will be fine.

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As I have posted here before, my mantra remains Love Wins! Let us all remember to affirm this great truth, in the face of all evidence to the contrary.

With love,

Chris

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Chris, you are correct about them feeding on fear.

The same applies to anger, sadness, and any negative emotion.

Petty Tyrants thrive by evoking fear and rage in their victims, and then using it against them in order to maintain their power and control over them.

But "Love conquers all".

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In any event, my sad little story aside - we have bigger things to fight - uhm, someone calls them Robots - and in this video, there are a few action steps to take to fight these robots:Behind the Green Mask: U.N. Agenda 21

https://www.amazon.com/Behind-Green-M...​

Rosa Koire Twitter

https://twitter.com/RosaKoire​

America 2050

https://rpa.org/work/reports/america-...​

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Right, we're now past 1st anniversary of two weeks to flatten the curve! Rejoice!

EU introduces the vaccine passports, and today I read that The Netherlands puts vaccination on hold because of... right, large number of nasty side effects! Who would have guessed?

https://www.reuters.com/article/health-coronavirus-netherlands-side-effe-idUSL1N2LD0GB

But it's just "a pause", dear citizens. In the meantime, enjoy your curfews!

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Yep. Rejoice! :-) I think by now 14 countries put AstaZeneca on hold, for now at least.

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Those countries may soon realize they are going to pay big money for all the sickness the vaccines create in the future. LET THEM KNOW!!!

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Michael, they must know this very well already, politicians cannot be that stupid. But they have received their bribes... ekhem... incentives, and besides, they are not the ones to pay for it.

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The video linked after my comment pertains to the deliberate destruction of the familial-social fabric.

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This entire situation reminds me of the films about the post-1917 Civil war in Russia where family members sometimes went against each other, depending on the beliefs. I think deliberate destruction of personal and family relationships is one of the biggest crimes. Unacceptable.

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And yet, that seems to be the goal of this exercise. As every material specialist will tell you, predicting properties of bulk materials is easy as long as the particles do not interact. Once the interactions start, every model falls apart. Same with people; The Overlords want them to be scared of each other, to be too afraid to interact, so they can be herded from one place to another easily.

And the most scary part? They seem to succeed where the communists have failed.

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Absolutely. I keep trying to find the quote (actually from one of the early American presidents) about the need to keep different "stakeholder interests" (it's not the word that was used but it was to that effect) divided to prevent them from having too much power. One day I will find that quote, it was mind-blowing. It was quoted in the book called, "The Lords of Creation" (about the years leading up to Great Depression, and the workings of the stock market).

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I was listening to George Gammon's Rebel Capitalist podcast. George has a sister who lives in Texas, where the mask mandate was rescinded a sort while ago. George asked her how much things had changed. She said, not at all. Masks still everywhere. Wow. This is another one of those "I shoulda seen it coming" things. It so fits, doesn't it? Hook, line and sinker. Mission 1 accomplished. On to propaganda Mission 2. A word of advice to the good folks at the ministry of truth, however. Make it at least appear to be a bit of work or you will find your budget axed.

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A needed mea culpa: While my #1 reason for wearing an N95 mask is simply not wanting to challenge the local laws, I admit I am still somewhat freaked out by the disease and an in fact of two minds when it comes to my own preferences. I continue to believe that an N95 offers some genuine protection at least from viral load quantity in general public spaces and reluctantly do feel protected by the talisman. (I think that protection doesn't hold in an 8 hour office setting, however.) Anyway, I thought that many folks, particularly the young, had concluded that the masks were just plain silly, so I was initially quite taken aback to learn that the mask burning was not immediate among at least a significant subset. Maybe that will yet happen. The piercing recognition was that once scared, the population is slow to drop the shields, so the propaganda machine has in fact been quite successful, and durably so. Even, I must admit, to me, though in my case this has been through non MSM sites such as Peak Prosperity.

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I must quickly add that I really like and respect the work of the Peak Prosperity site. Recently there has been good discussion about Dr. Bossche's concern about viral escape (including Rosemaie Frei's). My take is that the good (and often well credentialed) folks in the discussions generally feel that the jury is simply out as to whether his fears are warranted, but they may well be. One person eerily recounted the (evidently true) story of rat eradication from one of the small Aleutian archipelago islands after the rats overwhelmed the local ecology following the shipwreck of a Norweigian fishing ship. The first effort, using fast acting poison bait failed because the rats saw what was happening. The follow-up effort with a very slow acting poison was successful. Now, how long might it be before viral escape from the vaccinations occurs?

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I love Chris! He has integrity.

As far as Dr. Bossche's take, I feel like I feel like if I am to be honest to facts, I am not qualified to conclude whether he is correct from the medical standpoint. However, based on my rather well-intended and in-depth look at the past year's developments and beyond, there are enough problems with this "software of life" regardless of what Dr. Bossche is trying to do.

As far as masks, I think that everybody can choose what they feel works best for them, and we are even allowed to change our mind as time goes by!! On my end, I wore it religiously in the beginning (even though doctors I know were telling me it's moot in this context ... but you know, better safe than sorry etc.), but then I arrived at the conclusion that they don't help and actually harm. Since then, a lot of data has come out supporting my conclusion, and, if we add to that the push for smart wearable and brain-to-computer interfaces (that predates 2020), I believe I have good reasons to be skeptical about the motives behind the mask push.

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Tessa, I completely agree you have reason to be skeptical of the motives, but also you are young, and the data is monumentally clear about COVID risks vs. age.

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The data seems to be very clear about risks vs. age and general health condition, that part is there. Which is why I think it makes all the sense in the world for anyone who feels like they need extra protection to do what they feel is right. That said, as of this moment, based on science and opinions of doctors whom I personally trust, I am of the opinion that masks don't provide protection from this thing (not to oneself and not to others) but instead, cut oxygen to the brain, feed bacteria, which leads to infection, forces ones to breathe in toxins contained in the mask (the jury is out on what contains more toxins, the air or the mask), and also creates psychological issues. Which is to say that in my opinion, people should listen to whomever they trust the most on medical advice and then do what they feel protects them the best, but also let others be (which works in both directions, regardless on one's personal decision).

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4 states that have dropped mask mandates in the last 40 days - all of them have coro v rates down from 25-75% - even Texas - in just two weeks - is down 29%. It is literally irrefutable - non-lockdown states have done better in every health metric than lockdown states - every single one. And now we've learned, that population density has zero to do with anything, and that treatment within the first three days of diagnosis - has almost a 100% recovery rate -and cuts the length of illness from 12-days -3 weeks- to FIVE DAYS.

We know enough to all be just fine ( even those with more than one co-morbidity) but it's NEVER been about health, has it?

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I also favor that individuals decide for themselves, but to be fair, I cannot find a way to completely extinguish the counter argument that mask protection is bidirectional and additive. I don't think the data addresses this fully. So if a COVID ill person sans mask sneezes on me as we pass in the store my risk must be higher than if he wore a good mask, true? Probably. Still, I recognize there are many ills caused by the masks, so in summation I think it has to be up to the individual based on their circumstances.

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Exactly. Money and power. Populists versus elites. Visit michaelgrantwhite.com

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I remember how I looked at the world pre-Covid Remember the good old days when all assumed Trump and his supporters were the bad guys? Now we know the ruling elite are all bad guys &have been for a long time. Science and even the concept of objectivity is being weaponized and used against us. But these trends didn't just begin in the last year & they aren't likely to end anytime soon. The spectacle is unified and global in its reach and its elaborate deceptions. I'm glad to be free from its illusions tho. Today I look for ppl like you and others who aren't afraid to be real ,genuine human beings. We fight against alienation by ceasing to be alienated ourselves. And by learning to make honest connections again.

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