War, War, War
When will we refuse to cooperate with the people who are laughing at all of us?
There is a war (again). To be precise, this war is not a new war. But we have eyes and internet access, and we feel it more.
We feel it.
I feel it.
It is humbling to know that I don’t have the ability to this-dimensionally instantly stop this war. It is true for most of us regular people. We feel it but within the rules of the domination game, our money and our pressuring power don’t remotely compare to the monster of financial influence (multiplied by the lack of compassion) of the few lost souls who are pushing to sacrifice more life to fill the void where their hearts are supposed to be.
We feel it.
It’s frustrating to be witnesses to an atrocity and not be able to interfere.
We feel war, and we grieve.
We grieve our helplessness in the face of abuse. That is true for those on the right, and those on the left, and those of us in-between--despite the fact that the Pavlonian words, flying so readily off our lips, may make us sound like we are on different sides of this game. It may feel this way but we are not. If we peel the surface level off, if we look beyond the Pavlonian words, if we slow down our internal time and really feel what our bodies are telling us, we may have to admit to the fact that on the inside, we feel the boot, and we grieve.
We also know intuitively that what happens to others may happen to us, we react to the pain of the world encroaching upon us, encroaching upon everything we hold sacred, our identity, our love. We don’t want the boot but there is a boot.
We are reacting to the energy of the boot.
I believe that the boot exists to make us see. When we realize that the most important dynamic is happening in the invisible world, and it has to do with exhausting the energy of the game of domination and submission, our perception and our lives will change beyond our wildest imagination. We will find ourselves in a beautiful world, inside and out, even if at this second, we have no idea how.
Turning people into fuel for sadistic war is not okay
Right now, tragedies are unfolding. I think that the people who need the most support in all this are the innocent people in the midst of an actual war. That goes for the people on the receiving end of any war, from the Middle East to Ukraine to anywhere else where children are dying in a war.
Aaaaand, the people in the Middle East don’t care if it is Bush’s bombs flying at them, or Obama’s bombs, or Trump’s bombs. All bombs kill.
We human beings experience tragedies individually. Even when it comes to collective tragedies, we experience them individually. A Palestinian child is a human being. An Israeli child is a human being. An Iranian child is a human being. A Ukrainian child is a human being. A Chinese child is a human being. a Russian child is a human being. A European child is a human being. An African child is a human being. An American child is a human being. And so is every other child in this world.
Lots and lots and lots of children die every day because a few lost souls at the very top want to maintain control, and they have had such great success at turning human being into batteries for their wars that we sometimes think it’s normal, and we go at each other’s throats about whose children are generic and useless enough to be sacrificed for their parents’ sins.
Jesus Christ.
I want to very loudly acknowledge the fact that no individual tragedy is less important than another, and when we talk about war like mini-representatives of the machine (“our side,” “what do you expect,” etc.), the machine nods and smiles.
On my end, I strongly feel for the Palestinians because, dear God, how can I not. They are being subjected to a prolonged and intentionally sadistic terror campaign, they are my brothers and sisters, how can I not feel outraged when my brothers and sisters are subjected to a prolonged and intentionally sadistic terror campaign?
But as a part of the same tune of my soul, how can I not feel for my Israeli brothers and sisters when bombs fall on them? Lord, what happened to us that made it acceptable to us to judge anonymous others and view war like a video game?
A few days ago, I reached out to a medical freedom activist friend who lives in Israel, and I still think about his response. So tragic, all of it.
I also have friends whose parents are in Ukraine, and … how can I not feel for them?
We are human beings.
Not our overlords’ boys and girls.
Not cannon meat.
We are human beings.
I think that sometimes, our sense of helplessness in the face of cruelty (the way we perceive it based on our views) leads to us shutting down our connection to a 360-degree perspective. Our soul knows that every bombed or murdered human being feels pain. Our soul knows it at all times. But we get overloaded with the heaviness of all this suffering, it gets to be too much to feel, our body gets mad at us for having to carry that emotional load, and we may respond to the heaviness by reducing our emotional load and placing some of our pain onto the “less worthy ones over there.”
The practical
I believe it is good to get together with like-minded human beings and pray for peace. Pray sincerely, pray like we can make a difference because through prayer, we can. It is important to pray from a pure place inside of us, pray like the good people we are, pray for new solutions or old but forgotten solutions, leave all our ideology and opinions aside, and just pray for peace and let God make it happen the way it works the best, in the kindest way. And keep doing it because when there is harmony in the world, we will all be better off.
I pray for peace.
For those who want to help the people in Gaza, here is a link to an earlier email by Mark Chrispin Miller with information about when one can donate.
Covering our grief
Those of us who are not in a place where bombs are falling, we still hear the screams, we still feel it with our skin. This side, that side, no matter who we think “our people” are, we feel.
Sometimes, to numb the grief of being unable to quickly end this war by our will, we put lots of our energy into the analysis of the 5D Chess. We play analysts even though—speaking for myself but I think I am not alone in this—even though we don’t have the slightest clue about what is really going on in the minds of those who make executive calls. We are not privy to their personal ambitions, their relationship dynamics, their mystical motives and moves, their private meeting and calls. But we feel!!!
In my own life, I weaned myself off the addiction to the news cycle. I feel a lot better being aware of what is going on but focusing on the areas where I think we can make an actual difference vs just venting or doing the same thing hoping for a different result. I believe we can make a difference if we focus on the spiritual realm.
On a side note, here is a realistic description of spending too much time in the energy-sucking area of trying to convince those “on the other side” to see things our way. I am all for a meaningful exchange of opinions but sometimes, one starts going at it, and then suddenly, the day is gone. Been there, done that.
And actually, I think that what is happening with all these wars is of a metaphysical nature, and I will talk about it in Part 2 of this article. I wrote a very long piece initially but I decided to break it down.
Now to the part in which we use our power.
My prayer
Let us keep praying for peace like it’s a new world, like in this new world, we have power to get our big prayers heard. It is not about our politicians, it is about the Spirit making miracles happen when the time is due. Let us pray that children of every nationality stop dying from war Let us pray that the Creator resolves it in the wisest way. It’s a leap of faith, yes, I am taking the leap.
May the miracles happen.
May we heal.
May we become transformed and new.
May it be so, and may our prayers for peace be answered in the kindest way.
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Sadly, beautiful and well spoken
Thank you for your loving prayers Tessa.
May we be healed.
May we be healed.
May we be healed.