Sometimes life hands you something as if to say, “Oh you think you are strong? How about this?” And suddenly, you find yourself in a place where you are a baby again, with a whole big mysterious world that you need to figure out anew. Right now, I feel like a rope walker, not quite sure how and why, with abyss on the left and on the right and my eyes on the other shore.
I have not been sending posts because I feel responsible for writing from a place of clarity, from the heart, and my heart was overwhelmed from dealing with the existential unknown.
I feel tremendous gratitude for your love and your emails!! I will respond in the next couple of days, and I will write about what I am going through when I find the right words. Your love and support mean so much to me, you don’t know. You give me a reason to keep above water no matter what.
I will be sending a few posts shortly to catch up on the happenings in the world of COVID and 4IR, and in the meanwhile, here is an impromptu presentation I did for Doctors for COVID Ethics last month.
I did it on a few hours’ notice, and I think it came out meaningful. The discussion after the presentation took on a life of its own and struck upon pain, conflict, and the eternal dilemma of handling legitimate trauma with love.
(Thank you!!!)
Sending you strength! Thank you for all you have done and are doing. It is not easy, for sure.
You wrote,
“ I have not been sending posts because I feel responsible for writing from a place of clarity, from the heart, and my heart was overwhelmed from dealing with the existential unknown.”
Very wise. Thank you for your example.