I want to thank all of you who responded, picked up a paid subscription or donated. You helped me at a time when I really needed it, and I am moved to tears. Your kindness moved me in the warmest, sweetest way.
I have a thing where I was born strong and raised in the Russian culture where you are supposed to “just deal with it,” so usually, when I deal with something, I don’t talk about it, and focus on what I need to do for others, and what I need existentially. And throughout my life, I have dealt with a great amount of cruelty, betrayal, and things like that. So I got conditioned to only ask for help in exceptional situations, squeeze my teeth, carry on, etc.
You made me feel very loved. Thanks to you, I am in awe of the human power to heal, once again.
We are so powerful together when we are kind.
Thank you
PS. Here is a picture of the Russian vibe in which I grew up. Yours truly is toiling at the piano, playing something I had composed (I think that’s what was going on, not sure now).
You are much needed and loved for our collective fight for our humanity. Keep fighting
those robots.
Your strength feeds my soul.