How Trauma Impacts Your Energy Body and Why You Want to Heal

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This story is another installment in the series I started several months ago about healing trauma (here, here, here. here). This particular article is based on what the Spirit brought to me the other day. It has to do with why exactly our effort to effectively and thoroughly heal our trauma from the inside is not an optional task for when we have no important battles to fight—but instead, it’s the foundation of how well we do, of how effectively we can fight if we need to fight.

I am going to give you the punchline first. If the punchline doesn’t make immediate visual sense or if it not clear, I am also going to give you a detailed description from the ground up.

PUNCHLINE

Ready for the punchline? Laws of physics apply to us regardless of how they make us feel. Trauma is an energy, it takes space in our invisible body, and it acts like a magnet for more pain.

And so, no matter what happened to you or your family in the past, no matter what anyone did to you, no matter how mean or unfair, no matter how much it hurt in the past or how much still hurts, no matter how much frustration or sorrow you may feel about not knowing exactly how to stop feeling that awful pain, no matter how angry you may be at those who did you wrong-- no matter any of that—you are walking under the laws of physics, as designed by the unknowable Creator, and they have an effect on you.

If you choose to carry your wound around, waiting for that moment in time (in your head) when the perpetrator will either apologize or “get theirs”—if you dread the need to shift your focus to the task of healing yourself on a cellular level absolutely regardless of whether other people have learned their lesson already or not yet—that postponement of your healing is hurting YOU. Not so much, them. (On a side metaphysical note, I believe that every imbalance in the universe gets balanced out sooner or later, every injustice gets corrected, and every wound gets healed, too—but this long-term inter-dimensional arc of how different energies relate to each other is often hidden from us when we look at it through our earthly human eyes. It is hidden from us so protect us from a confusing / paralyzing sensory overload, so that we can focus on the task at hand. And so in practical terms, we are usually better off focusing on “biting off” what we can practically “swallow” at a given moment, and not more.)

• Yes, this may sound a little harsh but it is only harsh on the first look. If we keep looking, we will know that we are not alone. We are never alone, don’t forget that.

• Yes, yes, this dynamic is a reflection of a very broken state of the world.

• Yes, yes, yes, in a healthy community where people are whole and free and sincerely try to do what’s right, healing is not so tough. But we are here now. This is where we are. It is possible that from a bird’s eye view, as a collective human organism, we are learning a whole new skill set that can only be learned in this strange and tough circumstance. But physics is still physics, and its laws still apply.

• In practical terms, if you walk around with a wound that’s unhealed (whether you think about intellectually or not), that wound is an actual energy cloud that is sitting in your own energy cloud, visible to the thought form energy entities, attracted to pain, and also visible to human predators who prey on people with unhealed wounds.

• Which is to say, there is no room for fear because you most certainly have the power to heal and defend yourself, but healing your wound is not fluffy talk at all. It has nothing to do with morality sermons, and it has absolutely nothing to do with turning the other cheek. What I am saying here is that healing your wounds on a cellular level is your ultimate line of self-defense. (Aaaaaand, on a side not, I have observed that there are many predators pretending to be healers who know how energy works and who know how to use fancy-sounding words to prey on people with wounds. I am just throwing that in there because it is good to watch out. )

DISCLAIMER

I am focused on what feels true to me and what also feels useful to share. My desire is strictly to help. We in the West are deprived of most basic understanding of how energy works. It is no wonder that things are so chaotic, and that so many good people are so easy to trick by the liars who stick differently flavored and differently colored poisons into unhealed wounds.

I believe that we have been on the receiving end of numerous scams—including spiritual scams—and it’s been this way for a very long time. Countless generations of people have been scammed. It is not our fault that a lot of the time, we act exactly how one would act when scammed and unaware of being scammed. It is not our fault but it is also in our very best interest to snap out of it asap.

We’ve been scammed into believing lies and then mistaking those lies for foundational civilizational truths. We’ve been scammed into idealizing the “great resets” of the past (i.e. theft, murder, torture, and rape that have been done to our own bloodlines on different continents in the name of the elite-driven, institutional current thing of the day. One of those “great resets” / current things was global scale, geopolitically driven, bloody, violent, forced conversions of our “pagans” family members into institutional world religions of today. The amount of abusive lies we were told about it is just staggering. We’ve been scammed into trusting, for some magical reason, that the ruling elites of the past and their Fauci-like for-sale theologians were honest and had people’s best interests at heart. We’ve been scammed into perceiving ourselves as God’s slaves, as opposed to beloved, free, creative spiritual beings who work together with God to evolve love.

We’ve been walking in circles, and walking in circles, and hurting ourselves, and hurting each other, and bleeding, and screaming, and bleeding some more—and then, in the 20th century, we were told to forget all about it. We were told that we are so modern and shiny that the pain of the past is a video game more so than actual pain. And so we forgot. But that ancestral energy of rape and abuse is still here, wreaking havoc! That pain doesn’t just leave on its own. In order for it to transmute, we need to seek the real reality, honor the actual truth of our blood, heal ourselves with the truth that we find, throw out the trickery that has been cast upon us, and let the motherly love of Creation heal is through and through.

What I am saying here is based on my observations and experience. I have zero ambition to argue about “correctest” opinions, books, debates, I sincerely don’t care for that kind of thing. I care about love. I care about what works to heal and to create joy.

LONGER EXPLANATION, PART 1 (LAWS OF PHYSICS ARE WORKING)

Here are two metaphysical premises that are at the foundation of what we are talking about.

• Firstly, like we discussed before, everything is energy. Our bodies are energy, our thoughts are energy, our feelings are energy, our actions are energy, everything in the world around us is energy, too. Furthermore, no matter what some institutional theologians may suggest in innocence or in malevolence, it is my opinion that absolutely everything is also alive, i.e. organs and cells in our bodies are individual living entities who are simultaneously a part of us, our thoughts are living beings, our hopes and our fears and living beings, etc. In other words, the entire world is an extremely complex multi-dimensional symphony, a dance of different types of conscious “energy clouds” that interact with each other, dance into and out of each other, mix together, separate, go their own way, meet again, etc. etc.

• Secondly, It has been my experience and observation that Spirit is always very surgical about “designing” the circumstance according to where we need to be according to our highest good. Spirit matches the current “need” of one’s soul with the outside circumstance. There is some variation, a free-form dance that can happen within the parameters of individual and collective evolution—in agreement with general God’s plan—but things are only allowed to go out of balance within a God-allowed range. If they try to go outside of that range, the Trickster comes and puts things back on track, which is never a punishment or a sign that the universe is mad at your missteps or confusions but a balancing act that is meant to activate your abilities and help you direct your energy to where it benefits your soul and your life the most.

LONGER EXPLANATION, PART 2 (CAUSE AND EFFECT)

Here is another pair of things to keep in mind:

• Yes, there is such a thing as people making a choice to do wicked things. People may make such choices, and their choices have the potential to cause harm. Their choices are a result of their free will. Whatever they choose to do, they will have to pay in some way. Even though the Creator, the way I feel the Creator, is not a punishing God, this has more to do with the laws of how energy works. Which is to say, it is not a very practical strategy to do harm onto others outside of inevitable self-defense. But we do have free will, and some people choose to do that.

• At the same time, the Spirt still matches our energy and the actual needs of our soul with external circumstance, which means that yes, villains are living their story, and learning their lessons, and they will have to pay the price on God’s terms, and it is our spiritual duty to make any of their wicked efforts fail, but it is also true that the Spirit may use them to assist us in understanding our truths and our path. And even though we do need to go through the motion of, first and foremost, protecting ourselves, and healing from everything that has happened to us,, the goal is a place where the villains have no weight because we have won, and they got nothing on us.

HERO’S JOURNEY

Now, let’s imagine this scenario, based on a common indigenous spiritual myth. In our scenario, you are a spirit in the spirit world, and you are pondering what you want to do when you go to Earth.

As you are pondering, you are looking at a family whom you feel a special affinity for. Maybe, it is your family form another lifetime, maybe, you just happen to like them, and so you feel a desire to do something good for them, while also fulfilling your own desires.

Let us say, that particular family has become infected with pain of violence from a long time ago when someone in that family was raped, or wrongfully murdered, or burned at a stake. Now, the collective organism of that lineage is carrying an energy of violence, which expresses itself as bad relationships, literal violence in the house, addiction, etc.

In visual terms, the collective organism of the lineage, inside its own energy, carries a a living energy entity (a plasma cloud) that encodes pain. On the physical level, the affinity toward violence may get passed through DNA.

Sooooo, perhaps, you, the spirit, felt the desire to be born in that family with a promise to help them transmute the unhelpful energy that is sitting inside them—through healing yourself, once you figure out how.

You then came to this planet with a seed of the task to heal that pain. The seed is a potential of finding yourself amid that pain, with a purpose of figuring out how to heal it in the most effective way. In very practical terms, it may express itself as a painful circumstance, such as violent behavior of the parents, etc.

Please note the fact that the parents are living their own stories, they choose to do what they choose to do, maybe they forgot their heavenly promises, or maybe they are just doing their best with what they have—and you, in this scenario, are getting wounded not because you are sinful, or deserve it, or a bad person who was born for unending pain—but simply because you have chosen to solve this. It’s your heavenly promise. You have come to Earth with a seed of meeting this particular problem and finding a solution. On the physical plane, the seed became a circumstance.

And here comes the most important part of the story. The initial painful circumstance showed up because you chose to work on this task.

The idea was for you to meet this circumstance, experience it, and then find the wisdom and right configuration of your energy to heal that pain INSIDE YOU.

Inside you is important. You have power over your own healing. Others do what they do but what you are focusing on is YOUR OWN ENERGY, and the world changes as a consequences of YOU healing YOU.

You are the youngest individual human being in your own personal lineage, kind of like the “nose” of the living organism that is your individual family tree. For that reason, when you heal it inside you, you heal the entire tree. If you visualize it, prior to your healing, the collective energy cloud of your lineage carried that energy being (a plasma cloud coded for pain). And after you’ve healed it, it is no longer there.. It has left. You are free.

What if the initial shock of violence was too confusing to you as a child? What if no one ever protected you or taught you how to defend yourself? What if no one ever stood up for you? What if healing has never occurred to you?

You could then find yourself in a place where pain is just too much. You may start to encounter the same plot wherever you go, you may feel mad, sad, and wronged. A dramatic situation like that could be a sign that it’s time for you to sort yourself out and act on your heavenly promise of figuring out how to heal.

It could be that the seed you have brought to this Earth (with the purpose of meeting a particular pain as briefly as humanly possible and then figuring out a way to heal it for good) didn’t get looked at and grew too big. It is sitting in your energy like a vampire, it is visible to the entities who feed on pain, and your best choice may be to scream and cry as much as you need to—but, once you are done screaming, figure out a way to stand up for yourself and to heal.

Which is why healing is not a matter of moral preaching, or turning the other cheek, or any of those things. Healing is a matter of making yourself whole so that the energy that attracts pain leaves you, leaves your family, and goes away.

WHAT ABOUT THE CONTROLLERS?

The aspiring controllers want you to walk with a cloud of individual and ancestral trauma in your energy body. They love it. They are scamming 24/7, attempting everything in their power to keep you stuck in pain (wounded, damaged, sick, angry, hurting, postponing your healing until the indefinite moment in the indefinite future when other people take actions to redeem your bleeding soul, disappointed that other people seem to be in no hurry to redeem your bleeding soul, walking in circles, crying, mad, etc.)

But I know you are better than this. I know you are. And I know you are starting to heal more even as you are reading this.

Talk to the Spirit knowing that the Spirit wants your healing and is, in fact, your loving friend. You are healing even as you are reading this. Do your part.

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