A personal note

From my heart to yours

This is a note of apology and love.

For months and months and months, I have been under a lot of pressure,  stubbornly flapping my wings toward the sky. I try to practice what I preach, which is patience, perseverance, love, and no fear. I am a very stubborn fighter, I don’t like to complain and rarely do it, so I’ve been just flapping my wings like a dignified person I am, with faith.

The things I write about dealing with various challenges, I write from experience, it’s not any sort of abstraction. I do what I do really from the heart, and my heart is always on growing love.

But given the constant focus on flapping my wings, I’ve been  far less responsive and far less socially “available” than what a less-pressured version of me would have been, and it’s weighing on me.

I feel guilty. Not like I am a bad person, I bad person I am not. What I feel is responsible. I want to do better with this. I feel responsible for things like if somebody wrote to me with a personal question or request for interview, and they didn’t hear back, and they might have felt  like I ignored them or didn’t think they were important enough, etc. No, no! It’s just that I have been busy flapping my wings. (Oh, and my devices and mail servers have been doing wondrous things, too, in multiple ways.)

I feel a great connection to my readers. I feel grateful. To my senses, I have the loveliest, most gracious readers in the world. I feel a real appreciation, the genuine kind, for all the soul connection that we have collectively grown.  I have been feeling very responsible for giving you my best, sharing my findings, doing it with integrity, without poisonous sensationalism, from love and for love.

But outside of publishing stories, I feel like my social graces have been in the toilet more or less, which has been even more frustrating as I was watching extremely robust “social networks” established by the people with intentions  seemingly much less pure than mine.

I am asking you to forgive me. Please help me fix this by forgiving me and saying a prayer for healing of all things that need to heal.

Thank you for all the sincere love in your unique hearts.

I mean it from mine.

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